Saturday...

NDP training....
A day that strikes me tears again....
In the past.. I was always greeted by sunshine.. Baby.. Sweetheart.. Love... I was pampered.. Nothing more that I want at that point of time... Always telling myself that you'll always be mine... All I wanted was to just clear this mess once and for all... I swear... Our eyes met during the training... But how could you?? Saying "WTF" to me? I can't believe it.. Truly, it was your razorblade words that torn me apart.. Sadness... Anger... tell me about it... You didnt even care about my feelings... How could you??? Do I deserve this??

I can't believe that you did this to me...

Aziemah... Thanx for listening to my sorrows and again and again comforting me.. I felt much better though after that long hours of talking with you on the phone... You're a true friend of mine indeed... I do appreciate your kindness though..... Love you....

Nevertheless... I promise that... That night shall be the last night that I shall ever shed tears for you.. Im assuming that it's all over between you and me now... I shall not think of you again... But the memories between us shall hold as a sweet journey of mine in my heart..

Let nature takes its way...
I shall enjoy every moment of my life now coz...
Life is just too short to be sad.....

Quote from Aziemah: " Move on with your life Liyana. And take care of those people around you now who really cares and loves you...Im sure you will find your happiness one day...."

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Today...

Went to Kak Ayu's house.. (Well..her house is just beside my house... We are cousins, ex-schmates and neighbours too) So... Upon reaching her house, I came in to the room to look for kak ayu... Was astonished by her beauty... Kak zarina and johan was there too.. Both were kak ayu's fren and my seniors too.. shocked to see me.. Johan.. Asking me this...

Johan: Ehh...Hai...you're here??? Daa lame sampai?

Me: yeah...Hmmm... taklah, aru jer smpai.. Dekat je maa... Ruma sebelah ajek..

Johan: Huh??Sebelah jerr??? Oh..u guys neighbours? (shocked)

Me: yee...kite jiran.. there, my house is just beside there...

And so on...haha!! they were shocked laa to hear that we're neighbours..

Btw...Congratz kak Ayu on your pertunangan...