Yesterday..... I plucked up and squeezed all my courage.. All I wanted was to clear this mess once and for all... Though to him it may seems like Im at the losing point, as a matter of fact... I wasn't... My first move was definitely meant to break his damn EGO..


I just wanted my stand.. I could no longer live this way.. Leaving me stranded and giving me no sense of direction... Though all in all it may seem practically obvious, I just wanted a final answer....


Finally...I felt my burden at ease... I knew I've said what I've wanted... Its all up to him to accept it or not....


I wish.... I would no longer bum into him after this.... 9 August 08 shall be the last day.....

One thing for sure.... There ain't anymore strings attached to me....

Enough of all the heartbreaks laaa....


Sometimes..... It really hurts getting to know that you only serves as an option... Feelings are inevitable.... Really hurts when all your trust are being abused again and again... At times, I feel like you are playing the hot and cold game with me... What wrong have I done? Haizz....


Azzy......... Be a good distraction for me yeah??? I seriously need a great distraction this time round... Ain't not gonna get myself bitten again...
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And Afnan Zulhusmi.....


Thanx alot for being a great confidant.... 5 years of friendship and still counting on... I miss those days when you would scold me for my stubborness... haha!! And those days when you came down to umi's house late night... Just so especially to see and talk to me.. Wah, mcm tak bersalah gitu..


Btw..umi, nenek rindu Nan tau... Especially nenek.. She's been asking mane kawan yana yang name Afnan tuh... Hehe!!


I know your sincerity towards our friendship explains everything....

Trademark of our friendship......


"Yana tembam or Bambam!!!!''
"Afnan Bunc!!!"


And I know.... You're saving up for the girl of your dreams.... Hmm... As I've always said, don't forget to jemput yana makan Nasi Minyak k??? Im so waiting for that laa.... Haha!!!


I love u Bestfriend....
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And And......... Guess what???

My dearie Allissa called me just now..Aww!! Im effing miss her laa... We chatted long for sure... I miss you too Allissa..... Insyaallah this Sunday or next week we'll meet up and go cycling k??? I so cant wait to meet u up...


Love you Darling... *hugggs*

This pic was taken when me & Allissa was onboard (Cathay Pacific) to Hong Kong

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As random as it seems again.... I always get full of surprises from my beloved... Wee!!!