I know I can never understand this.
Im lost!! Im INTANGIBLY lost!!
WT*&&%&^ !!!!

Live like hell or heaven??
At times, I wonder what life am I going through now.

I know that I can never forgive the past.. Nor the present.
Am I being evil?
NooOOooooOO!!!
I don't think so!!
I've had hell enough of all this crap eversince I was young!!!

To hell with you people who has been constantly trying to destroy my life!!!
I can never forgive you!!

Welll.....
His post and msgs pierced my heart.
Though I admit that he was right, but I still think it's just not right to say that??
Damn!!!! What rubbish am I uttering now??

I agree with him. But WT&^%$U&^ !!
Here I am forcing myself to put on a smile!!
For GOD knows why, I know I can never forgive them!!

And!!!!!!!!!
If ever happens that she's going to do what she says,
even before confiding me,
And....
I swear that I will step out from that place!!

I swear I'll run far away from this bunch of nuisance people!