Wouhkay... Defintely Im lying.. Nooo!! It's a white LIE.. Apparently, Im in a disastrous mood.. (With the BOLD's & the strikes off) Ouh wells.. Tell me about it..



Since trainings have been up on the schedule almost everyday, Im scared that I might even forgot to smile.. That's definitely a sad sad issue.. Perhaps, am gonna get over it when I get all the steps right... & pleasse someone... Show me how to smile can??? 'Cause I think, I've forgotten how to.. *glares*


Worst still... I startled up today with a breathtaking sweat.. That nightmare has painstakingly destroyed my precious lalaland.. It wasn't the first time it happened.. And I wondered.. Could it be due to the fact that I didnt wash my legs before sleeping?? Ouuuhh... That was a claim or superstitious thingy I could say by the elders.. Or another , could it be to the fact that I didnt say my prayers before hibernating?? But but.. As far as Im concerned and as a matter of fact, I did! What could it be then?? Hmmm....







Pleasse pleassee pleeeassee!! Spare me... I sure do need the time off after a whole tiring day in school..



Apart from that, that memories didnt seems to fade away.. As much as I wanted to, it didnt died off.. But instead, it planted on stronger in my brain cells and killing extra cells whenever I came to think of it.. What a shameful thing! *pouts*




&& I just can't stop thinking of _________. So much so I tried, I just can't..




And I ponder.. Whay is that so??? That's definitely a killing point for me...

And I feel that Im procastinating from alot of things and beginning to be drained out of energy and brain cells.. Help me!!!!