i feel like dying

When the darkness fall upon, the brightness fade away. What a historical year, day, time and second. As I thought that nothing else matters when the worst took place. How I just wished that I could rewind time for the better.

Brother Yayat got into an accident and are now currently warded in NUH. Praying for his speedy recovery and that he'll be back home soon. Thanx to each and every single one of his friends that have visited him today. And A'an (yayat's fren), you rock man. You surely cracked my butt. Thanx for the jokes and making me forget all those worries for a moment. It helps though. *giggles*

And btw A'an, your brother's case was just a stayover and not runaway from home k? LOL!

Same day itself, another mishap. Brother Danial, nowhere to be seen. Totally out of sight. Hey! I tell you, it hurts yah. Seeing your loved ones no where by your side. I hope that the authorities might find him sooner cause I don't think that I stand all this any longer.

With Yayat's condition in the hospital. Plus, Danial who has yet to be found. To and fro the hospital and police station seriously worn me out. Im totally..... Totally dread out of energy. And seriously, it sucks big time to be all alone with none of your siblings by your side. I feel like as if I'm a walking zombie, pretending to smile to others while those worries are still deeply burning in the heart. That is surely not me.

Ya ALLAH. Gimme the strength to go through all your test. And please, show me the light and happiness in having my brothers back home. I want my brothers back home. IMY guys.


P.S: Allahu yashfiq Yayat. Allahu mai Danial.