Nights of hysterics

From left: Mdm Aishah, Nazirah, Filzah, Me, Farna..

Apparently, that were the only people that came for Mdm Aishah's Hi-Tea... And and.. I simply lurveee the CHOCOLATE MOUSSE!!!!

“Actions you use, Consequences you don’t” – Mdm Aishah
“In life, it’s all about honesty and integrity” – Mdm Aishah


That was the advises that was given by Mdm Aishah. And I spent quality time talking with her at her house yesterday. Basically, the ex-WRS ians were there. My one and only beloved teacher. She’s my idol and she’s my mentor in life. A person whom I look up upon to greatly during those Secondary school years. A person who has also helped and pulled me through, through all my difficult times. And that explains the achievement of what I have today. And apparently, though all the comfort and advises that were comforted to me.



The night was spent with moments of hysterics. (Her) words and (his) actions still lingered on my mind. What wrong have I done this time? It has always been the case whenever my time or day was spent at Mummy’s house. Tell me now… What are my wrongdoings of doing that? Seemingly true, visiting or even talking about her has been a crime. An action that is totally unacceptable by these people. Things will further get worse when she will psycho him more of my wrongdoings. And yesterday, was just another day and good example.
Since Primary 4, till now… Which is 10 years of sufferings, I have been through this endless times.

“Patience and Allah knows who is right” as what was said by Mummy. 10 years of me being patience. For how long should I hold on? And I feel that it’s truly unfair for me having to go through all this. Ouh boy.... I don't think I can hold on any longer....

And the night was spent with tears rolling down the cheeks again.







Burning Deeply thoughts,
Lyyy