speech after speech

Thursday, July 9, 2009

They noticed the changes in me.

They says.....
"I'm rather quiet now"
"You spent your entire time in the room alone"
"I don't see you eating any food at home anymore"
"You are always home late at night"
"And where did you go?"
"Where's the smile in your face now??"


Yeah. True enough.
Thousands of things; running through my mind.
I just needed those time alone to pick up myself again.
Now you know, stop asking me why and why.
Can?




Ever since that day,
my appetite has been SUPER down.
I hardly eat.
Just a bite here and there.
Drink water, maybe.
Well, sometimes I can even forget to eat.
So, those gastrics acted up again.
Plus those breathlessness issues.
I'm barely surviving on those alone.
But yet,
It's normal again to me.



Then,
The leg did some walking yesterday.
Thousands of picture to indicate
the thousands of questions in my mind.




And I have to go for the freaking appointment
at TTSH today.
ALONE.
Waah.. Loner sia.
Eh, but not actually,
BFF nudge me just now.
He'll be going there too for his appt.
Heehhs..
See if we meet on the way.


kkkkkk, PPT otw.
Chalo bete.



p.s: To all those anony tag. If you have so much to say, then kindly please write your name down. Thanks ehk. Just please dont be a nuisance.




-Even if I smile, that would be a fake smile that you're seeing-

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