As from what it may seems, Im totally and deeply hurt.

Apparently, one after another, these things have just been bothering me.

I admit I ain't contented with what I have.

All due to the past that have been bothering me.

At times, I wonder to whom I must listen to.

Well.. Apparently, M told me stuffs about D, while D on the other hand told another things about M to me.

How complicated can that be?

Im forced to listen to D despite knowing that it's wrong.

The truth can never be unfold.

And..On my side, Im trying as hard as I can to solve this mess.

At times, I just wished that I could run away from these people.

Though I know that D loves me as mush as M loves me, I know that I can never make D and M comes together.

Worst still, when N came into the picture.

Trying to even brainwash me and emphasising that M is a bad person when M is not.

Though Both D and M are equally important and loved by me,

Still, I am forced not to acknowledge M.

How bad and complicated can that be??

Im clueless still myself.

And I wonder what it takes to be a good person?

One by one, they left.

First, it was K who left.

Then it was G.

LAter on, it was D.

And Im wondering again....

Will I be the next person to leave??

Coz....

Im determined...

Im determined that when I leave,

I'll be far away from all you people.

Far far away from everyone..

And that will only happen,

when I can't stand it no more!