The very melodramatic days in the hospital.

Finally, I'm home after few days of hospitalisation in TTSH for gastritis. Okay okay, now that Im feeling better, I don't mind writing up a bit of the incidence. As said in the previous post, I had been having this gastric pain since last Wednesday. Thought that it was nothing, so I just kept mum to myself and even from the parents.

Sunday:

Sunday was supposed to be my tutoring day at Sengkang. So, early in the morning, daddy called home to wake me up. Daddy was away at work on Sunday morning, Abg was at work too and ibu was away to Johor for some matters. So, that left me alone at home. To tell the truth, I really couldn't wake up at that point of time. The gastric pain was totally a killer.

I couldnt do anything but to just cry on bed. Called mummy house. No one answered. Called the BF, but he didnt picked up either.

"Lagi dramatic aku pat katil tuh. Tergolek sane sini mcm orang nak setengah maut. I texted BF to please call me when he wakes up."

He did so a few minutes later and I was merely crying on the phone, trying to withstand the pain at the same time. After which, he asked me to wash up and says that he'll be at my place soon and send me to the doctor. BF picked me up and send me to Khatib first. Met mummy and for goodness sake! All the private clinic were closed. I swear I couldnt stand this any longer.

Then, mummy decided to bring me to her home first and gave me some gastric pills. I felt better after that and I slept till evening. BF had to leave around 2.30 as he had a soccer match over at Jurong East. Told me that he will be back after the kenduri at his house.

So, at around 7 plus, mummy brought me to the private clinic near her house. The queue was FREAKING long and I made a drama there too.

"Aku dah tak boleh tahan sakit, ape lagi?? Aku nangis lah dekat situ. Sungguh dramatic I say."

Seeing that I was really in pain, I was immediately seen by the doctor after that. He prescribed me with some gastric painkillers and 2 days MC. Not forgetting that the doc also gave me an injection called "Vascopan". He says that if this injection doesnt works and if the pain still persist, he advises me to go A&E. So, upon reaching mummy's house, I took the medicines and waited for BF to come and fetch me home. Mind you. It was a Sunday and I had Chemistry UT 2 on Monday and Recombinant DNA UT 2 on Tuesday. Sungguh risau aku. So, BF came and sent me home.

Later on, the drama started again. Right after BF send me home, I slept right away. It was only 10PM at that time. Tossing here and tossing there right until 11 plus. I admit again that this time round, the injection nor the painkillers worked. I cried laa, ape lagi. Dani saw how weak and trembling I was. So, I forced him to wake the parents up. Daddy send me to A&E TTSH immediately.

Monday Morning:

Over there, after seeing the doc, I was given fluid. The doc says that I was very weak and dry as I had not eaten anything the past few days. So, I was sent to the Observation Ward at A&E and the doc will only be back at 3am to further examine my condition. Meanwhile, I texted dearest HAALF and the BF saying that I was in A&E.

And boring2, sempat jugak aku amek gambar. Hehe. Punyelaaa rimas aku pakai mask.

*The first cucuk; right hand -- in A&E*

3AM, the doc came and looking still at my condition, there wasnt any improvement, she immediately says that I have to be admitted. I was sent to a B2+ ward, Ward 11B, Bed 51. Baba, umi, ibu and Dydy was there when I was sent to the ward. Around 4plus in the morning adelah. They told me to go to sleep and that they have to go home. Again, aku punyelaa sedih, kene stay at the hospital sorang2 lagi.

Next morning, at around 7.30Am, the doctors came and did their usual rounding. Due to the fact that my "pluck" on the right hand side was taken out, I had to had another "pluck" on the left hand. The doctor immediately says "NBM - Nothing By Mouth". Punyelaa sad aku. Dalah lapar, and I cant even have anything by mouth. And I will only have to rely on the "fluid drip" that was 24/7 on me.

*The second cucuk that I had; left hand -- In the ward*

Then, I received msg from BF around 8plus. He says that he's coming over at around 10am. Punyelaa happy aku. He did came around that timing and I was totally over the moon. Hahaha. Still NBM 'cause the doc said that I have to go for a "SCOPE". You know, putting a camera down through your throat and into the stomach. Yeah, it sounded scary I know.

Monday afternoon:

But then, there was a change of plan. At around lunch, my fluid drip was taken out and that I was told that I can eat back to normal. And I can be discharged in the evening around 6-7PM. So, I had lunch. BF suap me. So the touching. BFF, Afnan also came down. Alahai, suweet betol laa korang. The parents, uncle and grandmother was also there.

*The meal that I had before I was "allowed" to be discharged*

But then, the pain started again right after I eat. Merengkok satu mcm aku pat katil. BF, mummy sumer pat situ risau tengok aku mcm gitu. Called the doctor. And this part best, they says that wont be able to be discharged yet. So, I was asked to "fast" again (NBM) and back to the fluid drip.

As the second "pluck" was already taken out, now I have to have the third "pluck" on my hand. Wahh... Best kaper??? Tangan aku kene cucuk sane, cucuk sini. Naik bengkak sume urat aku. Most of the time in hospital, I was asleep because of the strong medicines given to me. Maaf eh semua, lau tak terlayan.

*The third cucuk that I had ; left hand*

*And BF's adidas sweater became my company throughout*

Monday night:

The night came. The doctors suspected that I had appendicts. So, I had to go for CT scan at around 9.30PM and I was also made to drink this full bottle of Oral drink. Purpose is for the visualisation of the organs in the body during the CT scan. BF saw how forceful I tried drinking the water. hehe!

Then, one by one, the family left for home. Baba asked the BF to stay with me until I go for my CT scan. He tried putting me to sleep, but I just cant. I hate being left alone in the hospital sey. The tears merely drop when he wanted to go home. Dah tak jadi si dia tuh nak balek. Aku tahu, aku boleh jadi cengeng di saat saat tengah sakit macam gini. So, I force myself to sleep and asked him to go home once Im asleep.

*I think I felt a kiss on the forehead before he left*

Not long before I go into my lalaland, the nurse woke me up saying that I have to go for my CT scan now. It was 10.10PM. I prayed so hard that please don't let it be appendicitis. 'Cause if it is, I would have to go for immediate surgery right away. My prayers were answered. Alhamdulillah.

Tuesday morning:

Spent the whole morning alone. No one came as everyone was back to work. So, I made friends with the nursing student from NYP. Mellissa and Paveerden, both female Indian nurse. So extra caring towards me. Hehe. I was given porridge for breakfast. Nice tau....

* I was so bored in the ward alone that the camera phone became my bestfriend for a while. Hehehe*

Tuesday Afternoon:

Was supposed to be discharged at 1PM. But the pain was back again, so I cant go home and wait till evening for further observation. Evening came and I was allowed to go home now. Supposedly, I had to stay in till Wednesday (which is today), but I told the doc that Im feeling much better now. So, This time round, I went home for real. Heehs. Seriously, it's so tiring lying down in the hospital bed for so long. Then, BF, mummy and ibu came to fetch me home.

Tuesday Night:

Room sweet room. I effing miss my bed so much. Ate medicines and went to sleep. Now, that was the journey of my days in the hospital.

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3oth July, back to TTSH for the scope to be done. Scope will be done at 4.30PM. And, I can only have 2 plain biscuits and clear drink water before 7AM. After that, no more eating till the scope is done. Right after scope, will have to be outpatient in the observation ward again for 4 hours. Ohh my, this is the thing that worries me most now. 'Cause if there seems to be something wrong in the stomach, I will have to be admitted in the hospital again.

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo............ I dont want that again.......... Puhhhhleeasssasseeeeeeeeeeee.......

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To the family: Your sacrifices is really beyond any worth in world. I love you all.

To HAALF: Thank you for your support and prayer gerls. I love you all. Azzy, thank you for the consistent msg everyday. Aeisha'B, thank you for troubling yourself to ask the faci regarding my LOA. To Farahehh: Thanks for the post in ur blog. Sayang u all k??

To BF: Thank you for taking urgent leave just to take care of me. Your whole day company in the hospital just goes to show how BIG you love is for me. Thank you for the Hello Panda. ILY baby.

*I want Ben & Jerry when Im much better boleyy tak??*

To BFF, Afnan: Thankiu for coming over and visit me. You shouldn't have taken half day just to visit me you know. But nonetheless, thank you for the gift too. I love it.

To Moon: She wants to IM me every 5 hours, to check if I already had my meal. Sayang btol dia kat kite. hehe. Love you too Moon dearest.

To Atiqah: Can't wait to meet u in school too.. Hehe!

To everyone: Thank you all for ur prayers.