First.....You came, you left. You came again, then you left. Now, you are back again, I wonder if you'll leave again. It teared me when you did this to me. One year plus of waiting and now, finally. GOD gave me the answers. Ouh wells, at least Im really contented. FOR NOW.

"And how many times I gave my heart. To how many times we fell apart, And it equals A promise in the dark. So don't promise me"

At least I know that "I'm still a part of you although ...." Time can never be rewind. Pictures left were meant to be memories. And it's those memories that pulled me through. I know this may sound stupid. I've heard enough from people. That I'm dumb to keep thinking about you. I smell you still. In fact, up till now. What can I do if the heart really says so?

You know me. If the heart really says so, then it's gonna be as it is. No matter what. But but..... Why only now? Why didnt you came earlier? The point of time when I needed you the most? Don't you think that it's a little too late now? 'Cause, I have him. And he have me. He loves me and I loves him too. But.... It tickles me though when...I still find myself still not over you. You should know that...

"When I love someone, I will love the person will all my heart"

You know me too well right? Although we can never be like in the past, only the word FRIENDS can pull us through now. Im telling you this. If you're missing without any words again, Then I swear that I will hate you for the rest of my life. Let alone me forgiving you.

-BBy, I think you should be proud of having me although .... -