I feel that Im so lost in touch with the world now,

especially school ever since the hospitalisation. It's shuccky I tell you.

Haiz. 7 Days of hospitalisation leave and mind you, I missed all the 4 freaking UTs.

LOA application is approved but.... There can never be a retake of UT 2.

Thus, the weightage of UT1: UT3 will be 1:2. Gerek kaper? Wahh lau weii..

I tell you.... I have to study double the triple for UT 3. If not, there goes my chances of even passing all the modules.

Now tell me, who wants all this thing to happen right?

I don't want to be sick and I don't ask for it either. It's saddening. I know.

Now, everything is just a little too much for me to handle.

The gastritis pain comes on and off. Like macam tak bersalah gitu.

And when that happens, there goes aku, merengkok kat katil satu macam.

This is not favoured by me of course.

The family said that I've lost so much weight now. And that..

My pipi dah tak tembam lagi. Dah tak gendut lagi macam dulu...

BF says.. Dah takde babat lagi... Wahhhhh....

Sad kaper???? I tell you... I've had enough of that sey...

So, these past few days were mainly spent lying on the bed,

eating medicines and back to lying on the bed.

And yesterday, Mama (BF mum) called me.

Thought it was the BF calling me, sekali Mama pulak call.

She was rather concerned about my health though.

I can sense those worriedness in her voice.

Sejuk hati aku dengar suara mama.

Thank you for the advises mama.

Not forgetting too. BFF, SYAZWANI visited me.

I know, it's been ages since we last met. Upon hearing my condition,

she dropped by my house. Sayang betol dia kat aku. Its nice looking that our friendship still grows in each other's heart even though we're far apart now.

Syaz last words:

Thanks for smiling.

I hope you still treasure our friendship

and hope there will be no one that can replace me.

Like you do, ur still the best tau awak.

You take care ok awak? Promise?

I promise that I'll take care of myself k awak??

As per planned, the family and all the cousins will be heading for Melacca tonight.

Grandmother has decided for a traditional curing for my gastritis.

Insyaallah and hopefully it'll work.

So, I'll be back in Singapore on Sunday night.

Tuesday will be my follow up appointment @ TTSH @ 9.45AM.

READ THIS ATIQAH!!!
Again, this means that, I wont be able to meet you in class.

Wahh.. Sad kaper?? 1 whole freaking month tak dapat meet... :((

If BF.. Don't say laa.. Dia lagi sedih.. I know.

But what to do?? I can't say no to the parents.

I myself am in great dilemma. I'm going off tonight and I still have yet to pack my things.

Gerekk kape??

-Im sorry baby I have to be away on our special day again. But Please do know that I love you still as much as the day I met you. Love me??-