speech after speech

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Listen to that and you'll be smiling...

Serina : A club? She's a clubber?

Fiza: Cabaret lah! Dulu-dulu orang tak panggil clubber. Sekarang aja apa... The thing is, Fauziah cannot accept that she's..............




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*giggles* Okay okay. That was just a snapshot of my acting with Mira. Heehs!
Mira be the Serina while I be Fiza.
FYI, I'm involved in PPP Encore this April.
Some major production carried out by PK (Pentas Karyawan).
Lyy..Selatra cum PK?
Hahaha....


First try out of the scenes, it was rather kekok and funny.
But after trying acting out again and again,
I felt that we were getting better.
Insyaallah.
I'll do my very best to memorise the script by the next PK training.
And Mira, let's work together and prove to people that we can do it!
Let's prove to Syafiq (our director) that big sister and small sister can do it kays =)
LOL! Btw, Syafiq's been punked about our sister relationship thingy and he still hasn't get over with that..
Hahahahahahah!
And to think, Even An thought that we were actually siblings. :P


Right after PK training, headed up to Martial Arts room for Silat training.
I had my physiotherapy done first.
Some electronic thingy was done on my knee and foot.
15 minutes each.
It helps a bit though.
But also, not forgetting to thanx Cik Mail for the urut on my leg. =)
And btw, I can do back kick already! Woohooo!!
What a great achievement!
Aku suke tau!!


Right After training, met up with Wirni darla.
We had a long talk over some matters and truthfully,
I learnt something over the talks.


If you think that your life is just too miserable with problems occuring everyday,
well, be optimistic.
Without any problem in life, you wouldn't be able to discover new rooms of improvement.
If you think that your life is unfair and full of unjusticeness,
there are a whole lot more of people out there whose life are way way miserable than you.
If you say that your parents do not love or care for you,
'cause they are always on the 24/7 nagging machine,
Always remember...
Be fortunate and thankful that you still have your parents by your side.


That's one reason why,
no matter what obstacles I'm facing through in the journey of my life,
I'm still standing here, strong...
'Cause I know,
Nothing beats the sensation of satisfaction once glory is achieved. =)
So darla, hang on there. I know you can pull through this.


And my new aims in life,
To SNAP off people who DON'T MATTER anymore in my life.
Snap snap snap! A total snap off from my life.
And dump it away.....
NO MORE dwelling on heartbreaks,
'Cause it ain't worth any single tears or my precious time.


I believe........
It's gonna be a tough journey...
But,
The rewarding will be blessful =)


Ouh yaa!! Everyone keeps perstering me to sign up for Facebook! *bleearghsss*.
Almost all the Selatrans plus some others peeps. LOL!
Sungguh nye Liyana,
Macam dah malas nak layan ni benda sume.
Tapi tak mengapa,
Kawan punya pasal, Insyaallah satu hari nanti saya buat kays?




Toodles, LIYANA =)

Happy Birthday Bro!

FINALLY!
After all those searchings,
I found a suitable blogskin. *chuckles*

BTW...





HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BRO!!

Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to Dayat!
Happy Birthday to you!

And, ihateyou bro! LOL!





Toodles, LIYANA =)

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

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Slacked the whole day at home today.
Right knee swollen, and left foot swollen too.
Resulted to Lyy, "seriously tempang".
As per what the physiotherapists advises yesterday after silat training,
It's better that I rest at home today and refrain from walking around too much.
And tomorrow, I still have to make a trip to physio to check on the well being of my legs.


So, apart from that, yesterday's training was from 1 - 8pm.
Ganda's training with Fiiez are getting better,
and I'm almost there to do the flips.
Hang on there Fiiez, I know I can do it. =)
And sparring session was rather okay to not okay.
That was how both the legs got injured. -__-


Hmmm....
TP's friendly match is up next on the calendar,
and to reflect back on all my fights,
I don't think I'm ready for that.
Still on the thinking process,
If it's either seni alone or...
both seni and tanding.
We'll see how it goes...


And also.. Dydy was here almost half of the day today.
So, we kinda had a movie marathon.
"Seven Pounds" at first.
But then, the DVD was spoilt, *blearghss*
so we switched to "Slumdog Millionaire",
and I swear!
The Movie's awesome man!!
That's no wonder they won 8 Oscar Awards!!



And apparently, one of my hunz are going through a tough time.
Wells, hang on there hunny.
I'm all there for you and please,
do make sure that you don't get yourself too stressed up.
I'll do all I can for you,
and no matter what, there will always be a pathway to lightness.
Remember,
I'm always a call away...
Cheer up hunz =)





Toodles, LIYANA =)

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

the birth talk of vengeance

IMPORTANT: PG to be advised.

Know what? It can be ridiculous when someone whom you used to trust, love and everything was actually a REAL HYPOCRITE! It's disheartening knowing it but even more devastating learning it. I knew it all along but I was too blind to foresee it. I'm sad to say that he was actually a real jerk all this while. Ouh wells, it's even better if you're reading this, 'cause one thing for sure, I'm proud to say that you have been the most cunning bastard, jerko that I have ever met in my life. I wonder how much people have been trapped by your sweet mother f***er talk. So much for me wanting to talk things out with you but was rejected, So I guess, this post shall ever bet the last post for morons like you. Though it's taking my time to write all this, but I don't mind it 'cause I know, morons like you deserve it.

And I still remember vividly every single word that you used to say. Trying to be the "goody goody guy" talking about agama to me, this and that, also just because your mother is an Ustazah. So what if the mom is one, when the son was actually acting like a devil behind the parents back? Hah! Trying to be an angel in your mom's eyes? But a devil out there? Hah! Sleeping with girls and stuffs, but always says "Ouh, it's the girl that wanted it from me". Fakawwi laa! And now, stepping yourself in a club when you clearly convinved everyone that you would never everstep into that kind of dirty place. Kanasai! Eyy! Cakap tak serupa bikin lah!

And also Even to the extend of you betraying your friend. Making use and making fun at your besties? Thinking that you are always the "hotstuffs" among all the chicks. But, does that even make you superior to over judge your friend? No, you are wrong BASTARD! Ouh! And even trying to make stories out of family's poverty, in other words of asking people for sympathy and to give money. Even have the cheek to say that you are ashamed to be friends with someone who came from a broken family. FYI, Your besties may come from a broken family, but that does not make your besties a hypocrite like you! Hmmph! What a shallow bastard now then I realise about you!

Ouhs, and I heard that now, You have chosen to be with some shallow, cheap, sleep around whore over your bestfriend. Wells wells wells, all I can say, congratz to that BIATCh for falling for him. But I'd pray that you'd stay "v" for your lifetime. Haha!

If you're thinking that I'm acting like some ''alim alim stuff'', you are wrong! I'm just merely stating whatever facts that are right and clearly proven in the eyes. I have my rights, I have my say. Hate me for all you want 'cause I don't even regret having to lose a shallow friend like you.

"Tepok dada, tanya selera"

And I believe, that every good deed, will never go unpunished. Credits to Ryan =)





P.S: Whatever that is written here, are only meant for that jerk! And any comments, just save it to yourself 'cause I don't need one.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

bla bla bla

Having to make the most toughest decision.
Ouh wells, I did it though.
I know I had to let go either one.
So yeah, I just did!
Like I always believe in, there will always be a miracle if I believe in it.


Blessing in disguise?? I hope so....


And please you (you know who)!!!
Please stop with the silent treatment & empty promises!!
I hate it!!!
Kays, that's just for you.
And I won't want to elaborate anymore further on that.


And Selatrans will be going to Pulau Ubin to cycle tomorrow..
Wells, I guess, I'll be staying up the whole night, anticipating for tomorrow. *giggles*
Selatrans please check our blogspot kays?
Klaa... Guess that's all for now!




Toodles,LIYANA =)

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Blessed

Today's trip to Masjid AlMukminin was a blessed one. The program "Mudik ke hulu" actually does made me shred a tear or two. It's a blessing to know that there are still rooms for improvements for those who wants to repent and change for the better. I really do hope that through this programme, Dani would change for the better and that the society would be able to accept him again. But again, as what Ustaz Harun says, family support are important. And... I promise to be there for Dani always.....

And another advantage of this program is that, they provides family day, camps and bowling session for the participant's family. In another way, it does helps in bonding the family closer. And our family aims for now, to get involved in any activities that the mosque provides to the society.....

Which..... I think, it makes me happier that way.... =)



And btw, Happy 2monthsary my dear! I'm sorry 'cause I totally forgot about it. But thanx Wirni darla for the wishes and I Lub you. And also, Happy advance 3monthsary to Wirni & Fai. Praying for our everlasting love always. February monthsary double date outing was loved and let's plan for our upcoming monthsary double date outing again kays??


Love all of you... And I'm off to JB soon with Cik Yem and Uda family... Toodles! =) =) =)


Loves, LIYANA :)

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Annual Silat Camp 09 (ASC)

Silat Camp was awesome. I wished that it was longer. And almost everyone agrees with that too. Throughout the 3 days, I believed that the Selatrans grew more in their heart and I felt like we're a family now. Wooohoo! Though most of us were sick at the very last day, we still enjoyed ourselves!!


Aneways, below are just a few snapshots of us during the camp. Only pics from my camera and more to come once boss passes me the photos. Heehs!


So, on the first day (Monday), we did:
Ahli Bomb, Fitness Training & Nightwalk @ Mangrove Swamp




Second day (Tuesday), we did:

Fitness Training, Blindfold game, Amazing race the whole of Pasir Ris Park, BBQ at night, UNO and swimming the very late night. It was also a pleasure to have our instructor, Cik Mail and wife, and our alumni's to come by for the BBQ. Not forgetting Ain (President) who also helps us out for the second day activity. Maceh banyak banyak!! :)

And lastly, on the last day (Wednesday), we did:

Packing up of stuffs, book out from the chalet at 10 AM, then breakfast at MacDonald's Downtown East, Bowling at E-Hub, Arcade, board games (for some) and lastly, home sweet home.


So yeah, that's all folks! && I'm missing my dearest Selatrans already!!!!

Loves, LIYANA =)


Sunday, February 15, 2009

I love it!



He was ultimately Suweeet....!!! Ferrero presented upon my arrival (although I was late) *giggles*. I'm the one whose late, but I'm the one who gets the Chocz! Thanx hunny!! I loverr it.

Aneways, as per planned, tomorrow will be a whole day double date outing for me, him, Wirni & Fai. Can't wait can't wait!!!

And again, I'll be on hiatus for some time. As dated, Monday - Wednesday, 16th - 18th of February, Selatrans will be having our Annual Silat Camp. So yeah, till I'm back, don't stop missing me yeah? *chuckles*

Selatrans, for more info on the camp, please visit



P.S: Pics trip to Melacca shall be uploaded when Im free..
Toodles, Liyana

Friday, February 13, 2009

Everything about You

Those little thing that you do,
Those short meet up,
Those whispers,
And
Those blabberings,

Simply drives me wild... :P
Iloveyouiloveyou!!








Loves, LIYANA

Please...

I thought that I'd gotten over you but I was wrong. You seem way imperishable than I thought.


Just this once. Please get out from my life. I want you no more!


Hurts,Liyana

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Read between those lines

Ever since that incidence, the feelings start to fade away. On the other hand, I have to admit that I’m contemplating on a lot of facts. I’m not trying to whine here nor sigh, but it’s just the fact that “S” has gradually broken the trust in me. Am not too sure what’s gonna happen next, but but looking at the future’s prospect, I don’t ever think this thing will work out.


Am dumbstruck and I’m gradually thinking of what’s the next step that I should take.


“To go on, or to just let go”




Wells.. A friend of mine was telling me, and to be truth, we had a lasting talk on this and yes! Great minds do thinks alike.

And now, at this point of time, I realize...



“WHO MATTERS, WHO NEVER DID, WHO WON’T ANYMORE and WHO ALWAYS WILL”


I have to admit that taking a step back or letting go takes all the very innermost courage. I’m not trying to be a Miss Perfectionist here, but learning from experiences, I know that I have to start moving on.




WHO MATTERS – you know who you are
WHO NEVER DID – you are just a passerby and that’s a full stop
WHO WON’T ANYMORE – Gradually, I’m letting you go & OUT from my life
WHO WILL ALWAYS WILL – I need not mention those ‘cause you’re already in my heart just like a TATOO


So, what lies beneath shall be unveiled. Loving me for what I am will always be and for you to love me, that’s your choice. ‘Cause, I will neither regret nor sad for not having you. Like I said, only this thing matters now…

“WHO MATTERS, WHO NEVER DID, WHO WON’T ANYMORE and WHO ALWAYS WILL”

Toodles, Liyana


Thursday, February 5, 2009

Bye bye people....

OMG! I'm falling sick. Sore throat plus feverish. Sneezing non-stop. Ouh gawdd! It's always been the case whenever I'm planning to go out of town. And and... I was rather draggy during today's training. And Sigh! There's gonna be water training this Saturday but too bad, I won't be in Singapore. It's okay, there's always a next time for silat water training.



Btw, in the matter of wee hours, I'll be leaving Singapore with dearest Azzy. Wee!! Coach will be leaving at 11.30AM and I just can't wait for the getaway. *jumps jumps jumps*




And and... I miss him!!! He really shocked the hell out of me when he told me that he was nearly knocked down by a lorry. Thanx to his friend who managed to push him on time but but, too bad, his handphone got smashed instead. It's okay dearest, as long as you are safe, that's the most important thing.

So, till I'm back, please please do take care of yourself aites? Love you miss you dear and please don't stop missing me *chuckles* !!!




Bye bye people,
LIYANA =)

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Thanx to the lipas!

Alhamdulillah... MCG Culture Family Day cum Retreat went well. Despite that there were some pause here and there, the event was splendid. Congratz to both team and that's just one down. More to come and I'm very sure we will make it. ('',)



*Pics to be uploaded soon on my Multiply*



And on another note. Confirm plus chop.


Azzy and me will be out of town this Friday. ('',)








And and... Yesterday's training was fun! AAR first in the morning. Stretched out till 2PM. Then, the Selatrans had lunch and then we straight head to Seni training which has already started about an hour ago.



Whilst in the midst of seni training, Umar came with an ice-cream cake from Swensen's to surprise Mary. Aww... So sweet!! Again, Happy birthday Mary!!





After which, we stopped seni training at around 3.3oPM and resumed olahraga training at 5PM. Training stretched out till 8PM. *Phewww* It was breathtaking and and sparring session was also loved and funny?? *chuckles*



And then... Came the greatest fear after training. Bathing in the toilet with cockroaches residing in it? Ouh no!! Not again. I was praying and praying, hoping that there wouldn't be any more cockroaches in the toilet. Please give us girls some peace to bathe and change. 'Cause, last training session totally worn me out not because of the training, but because of the cockroaches. *grrrrrrrr*



Damn U lipas. All the girls were bathing when Farah shouted that two cockroaches went into her cubicle. Lucky she hasn't started bathing and quickly went out.

In my heart, I was praying... "Please please please, don't let the cockroach let into my cubicle. I'm bathing here and please don't ever scare me"

But then, Farah later on shouted that one cockroach was actually making its way into my cubicle. Siolll laa!!! Punye laa panic aku. Terlompat lompat jap aku!!! And I actually gave a good time screaming my lungs out. Ade ke patot lipas tuh sempat tawaf satu cubicle aku?? Serious, semput kejap aku! And what I did, I gave the cockroach a good BIG splashing with water. *giggless* Fiiez, being in the next cucible was actually acting rather calm. Padahal, dalam hati mesti takot jugak. Haha!



To top it all, after bathing, the guys were asking what's with the chaos and screaming and shouting in the toilet? And we merely answered, "thanks to the lipas!!!"

Though yesterday there were still one cockroach in the toilet, it managed to find its way out because.... it doesn't want to get anymore splashing of water from me. *chuckles* Since that incident, I have learnt to choose the furthest back cubicle to bathe after training. *pout lips*



Enough said about that, speaking about the double date. It's confirm plus chop to be held on the 15th. Yeayness!!! Dress code reb/black! I can't wait darla!!!! Though the next day I'll be having my silat camp @ Aloha, I don't mind spending my time with my love oness. *jumps*

And and.. Sad sey.. The Selatrans have actually planned for a picnic outing today. But thanks to the meeting, the six of us which consists of me, An, Sam, Fir, Wan and Moon could not make it for the picnic today. But it's okay, the Selatrans have planned for the second picnic outing this Monday. Weee!!! And we shall enjoy on that day!! ('',)

Sunshine, I miss you!!!!! The late night talk on the phone will also be missed. And Don't miss me while I'm away kays?? Love you love you!!!

LIYANA, peace out =)