The closest HAALF will always be effing missed and loved!!!

Truly, it's wonderful to have your loved ones constantly by your side.... I love my HAALF!!!

Secondly... Iftar in RP... And the four babes!! WoohoO!!!! Sungguh aggun laa.. Wahahahha!!! One thing for sure, we had fun at the Iftar...

Seriously, Im like dragging my legs, my whole body to school today.. Damn!! The endless time spring cleaning the house yesterday was effing tired.. Fuhhh!!!! And now... Im like basically dragging my heads up for this Science module...

One nice reason, HAAAAARRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIII RRRRAAAAAAAAAAAYYAAAAAA MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD LAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well well.. Apparently, Mira and Wati feels the same way too... HAHAHA!!! Mira on the other hand listening to hari raya songs... Wati "pon" classs.... Wah wah!! Im so tempted to "pon" too laaa.... But.. Haiya.. Later got Selatra meeting laa... Hurhur!!!

Seriously.. Im so dragging my ass now!!!!

And I happened to look throught all my messages in my Friendster account....

Dated: 02/10/2008 10:33 am

Subject: KaUlAh EvErItHiNg

Message:

WhEn I RiNdU, KuPeJaM MAtA N I SeE U..
TeRiNgAt ThE MoMeNt DeNgAnMu..
WaLkInG DiBaWah HuJaN..
2GeThEr KiTe At ThE PaNtAi BeRsAnTaI..
EnJoYiNg ThE mAsE yAng We HaD BeRsAmE..
DaN All ThE TiMe Im WiTh AwK..
AnD ThE MoMeNt Ku PuLaNg..
I AlMoSt RaSe U WeRe DiSeBeLaH..
WhIsHpErInG At TeLiNgAkU..
AnD I BaU KeHaRuMaN mU..
AnD SeNtUhAnMu WaKiNg Me Up..
AlMoSt Ku FiKiR U WeRe DiSeBeLaHkU..
DaTs WhAt Ku RaSe WhEn KaU NoT WiTh Ku..
AnD Ku AlwAyS Do..

As the number of days spent with HAALF increases, I think the size of my cheeks also increases.. heehhs!! Seriously, life has never been this great... To have your love ones constantly by your side.. They just can't stop me from laughing....

The buka puasa-ing with Azzy and Farah at my Grandmama house was extremely loved.. I was supposed to teach tuition to the two kids after puasa, but we actually ended up lepaking with mummy lauhging our ass out..

And Farah said this: "Ur mother is so sporting. Aku terperanjat mak kau cam gini. Best sey!"

And yalaa... Wee!! We sure had lotsa great time together rites?? Aneways, bulan Syawal bakal menjelang... Bersiap-siap lah aku nak mengemas rumah, mengemop laa, memasak laa dan byk me me lagi laa... Wah Wah!! Aku ckp dlm bahasa melayu... sungguh lah karat...Sungguh tak perlu lah yana...Haha!!

And yeah, after this, I won't be updating much... this will explain the long of absence in my blog entry. Gua dah excited nak raya babe.. Hahaha!!! Klaaa... I think that's all for now... Hmm... Pics will be uploaded sooner or later...

OOoo yaa....Wait wait!!!! Lupe lak.. Yesterday, the Iftar in school went smoothly... One thing for sure, I sure had a great time...First time wear baju kurung to school... Kecoh I say!!! haha... Not forgetting the ITE CE performance in RP today.... Seriously, happening laa!!!! KAMSANI was there!!! And his singing was superbly remarkable... I miss my ITE life sey....Hur hur!!!

Klaa...I gotta go and google up on "demand in supply" for tmr's Enterprise lesson...So yeah!! Bye for now.. daa!!!!!!

Life has just been wonderful for me.. Nothing more can I ask...

H.A.A.L.F

YES!!! The closest girlfriends ever...

H = Haniz

A = Aeisha

A = Azzy

L = Lyy

F = Farah

Simply lurve you gerlz...

http://www.theclosest-haalf.blogspot.com/

Do check out on us aitez??

And....... He finally gave me some answers.......

So.. It all started out when I sent him an email on his birthday... Basically, just a simple wish laa..

To him:

Selamat hari jadi yang ke 21 tahun, Muhammad Sufiyan Bin Jumali....

From him:

kirim salam umi. i dunno how 2 cntct u anymore. never thougth dat u remember my bdae. kinda touch.. hmm

And the last talk from him:

its been long i never log in my msn. kebetulan u give me a msg. hmm... im sorry 2 hurt u. i didnt meant to. u know me.. i just got tangle up with things. dat day when in ndp, i really tak perasan u were there too. until bit told me. dats y when u msg, i say wat the fuck. bukan alasan. u know i dont observe my surround dat well sumore ramai orang. but after relising, i rasa bersalah coz tak tegur. i dunno how to start a conversation. sumore u wth ur frenzie.. on my psk fight, as i was about to fight then i saw u. i dunno y i feel so angry. sumore got to know that my opponent was ur fren, then i got flame up.. cant even concerntrat on my fight. play anyhow.. u know i cntct u few times using ur house bt u seldom at home. then ur line been cut. i really dunno how 2 cntct u. i got pissd off.. then when at night i cant calld u coz im really3 tired. sumtimes u went home late at night 2. but i guess its not alwayslah.. maybe. haiz.. u dont know how irritated was i at that point of time. im stress with my job scope. too much burden for me. then cant get u. even ndp training u see me 3rice only i came. until i came 2 a point of nt taking things too hard.. i deceided to back off.. im sorry if ever my present to ur life had leave a black mark on u, honestly i didnt meant too.. im sorry i didnt turn up on the days ur aunt past away. mamad told me. but at that time i was kinda off confuse which aunt. 2day when i check my mail, then i know. how could i miss it. i feel soso sorry for u n umi. i miss umi very2 much u know. i da anggap her like my own mum also.. hmm. but i cant change the past. i hope now u already wth ur life n will continue fight wth it. for ur better future. dont ever give up coz i know u r strong girl. keep my ring as a gift dat means life 4 u n dont ever give up. i never regret being with u coz u had brighten up my life before. n ill keep u um my sweet memories as i go on in my life. n im sure, theresome1 somewhere, there a better person that me. that will never ever break ur heart like i did. take care awak..

Peace be upon you people....

Break fasting with my dearest E35Q peepz was very much impromptu.. The thought of having just asked and yes at an instance was awesome.. Thanx to dearest Mira and Wati!! Weee!!!!

Let's break fast again on the 29th of Sept kays?? Biasa jugak.. No school for us on the next day....

Aneways aneways.....

Dearest planned for a getaway at the end of this year to KL and Genting.. Wee!!! I so can't wait for that... Let's rock our bottom!!!

I am so in lurve with you laa hunzz....

Hmmm.... And and... An update on school... Cognitive was a killerbrain!! Have you guys heard of Occam's Razor?? So yeah... We were asked to explore the principle of Occam's Razor.. And dammit!!!! I just can't find the reason as to what Occam's Razor has got to do in my life...

Another killebrain module.. Enterprise!! Wah!!! So many chimp things to study... Business structures laa, Value chain laa.. Ni laa.. tu laa.... Haiya!!! Plus this Enterprise faci of mine is so .......................... Hmm...... Can't stand it man!!

Computing Maths??? I love it... Coz... There's no VB!!!! Weee!!!! And another plus point!!!! My faci is an Ang Moh!!! Cool or wad???? haha....... Hmm... And Science and Communication wasn't that hard either....

Ooo yaa....!!! Almost forgot this... Iftar is coming up soon in RP...

Below is the invitation card...

Aitez... Klaa... I think I've talk too much... Urm... As usual... Tomorrow family will be heading to SGH... My loveliest cuzzie is in hospital now... Im praying that Adli will get well soon and be back home before Raya... Amin....

Till then....

Life is just effing nice when your dearest keeps bugging your life with nice words... I simply love them all.... ('',)

FOr instance... This... It just feel so good to have your dearest display your name on her PM.. I love you too AZTINA BTE SELAMAT ('',)

And this.... Allissa sure knows how to make me laugh... Or shall I say?? I love to make her laugh?? Haha... I just love all my dearest.....

And lastly... It's really nice to be greeted early in the morning by your loved ones...

Peace be upon you people...

So yeah... Last Friday, Dated 5th Sept 08.. I met with my dearies.. We break our fast at Jurong IMM and had a lil mini surprise birthday celebration for Zie and Shima.. Wee!!

Thanx to my dearies for making yourself available for the outing...

One thing for sure.....

Camwhoring was our favourite pastime!!

And on Saturday, 6th Sept 08..

Family headed to Geylang... Met up with Busu family and we went round and round of the whole Geylang despite it was drizzling.. Reached home nearly 2AM.. Woohoo!!

And and.....

I'm waiting for Benni!!!!

Benni!! Benni!!!

Benni here I come... Wee!!!!!!!!!

Ever since the day you left without a single word, I was left utterly speechless. As much as I wanted for this thing to happen, you just came crashing it all down, not even thinking of all the hardwork that we've put through it together..

Initially, I squeeze out all my very inner strength and fight all the way in saving this bond that we've created. However after much thought, I realised the importance of one's decisions.

I knew I had to let you go though it hurts lot.

Somehow, rather.. The fasting month has always reminded me of those lovely times that we had.. Though a year had passed, however, it feels like it's only been yesterday that we met each other...

As for that, it has left me into much dilemma whenever I think of you...

Though it's all over now.. You still live in me... And... The heart ring shall always remains in my finger.........

Till the day you'll be back again.......

I'll keep missing you....

Peace Be Upon You...

It's freezing cold in here in the classroom.. I wonder what happen to the air-conditioner.. Or perhaps, it could be due to the weather??Hmm... I guess so....

Aneways... This thing has been bothering me late night.. Whenever Im about to sleep...

Up till now... I can still feel my late's aunt touches on my face... It seems like as though she's still alive... I misses her.. But I have to accept the fact that she's gone... Gone far away from this world... I wonder if she's doing fine up there..

I misses you....

And yesterday night.. Was an effing love... Talked with Zie on the phone... Hmmm.. Well well... She sure talked alot.. Hehehe!! I so can't wait for our breaking fast tomorrow... Wee!!!

Aneways aneways, now... Starts the whole new semester for Term 2... And people, I'm posted to E35Q... If whether you're asking me if I'm happy about it?? Nah... I'm not too sure either... Perhaps, I have to learn to accept changes.....

I still miss W36M... To me, W36M is still the best coz they are made up of the loveliest bunch of real people...

One thing for sure... I'm sure gonna miss these two phrases..

"People let's go breakfast!!!!"

"Sharing is Loving"

W36M will always effing missed and loved.....

Peace yoz!!!!

Peace be upon you..

The endless night spent in the hospital was worth than everything. Seeing my aunt spending her last few days in ICU was a total heartbreaker for us all. All of us just wanted her to get well soon and be home. But as what the fated states, she passed away on Friday,29 Aug 08, 9.52AM with all of her love ones by her side. Though a million tears were shred for my late aunt, we know that we can never have her back...

And it was another remarkable experience for me, first time bathing a dead body.. And I cried thinking that one day, I'll definitely be in that kind of place.. Last kiss on the forhead for my late aunt..

For all the things that we've been through, shall remain as memories buried deep inside my heart. I'll miss you.......and will always miss you aunt.....

And to the nurses in Ward 6B,TTSH who constantly keep a look out for my aunt, thank you very much for your sincere help..

Hmm...And I just realise.. It's the second time of the year that I lose another love relative of mine.. First,it was my grandfather who passed away on the 9 July 08.. And now, the second time of the year, was my aunt...

And this is a pic of my late aunt, Rosni Bte Ahmad.. I'll miss you....

Al-Fatihah buat arwahnye makcikku Rosni Bte Ahmad yang telah kembali ke Rahmatullah pada 29 Ogos 2008. Semoga rohnya sentiasa dicucuri Rahmat. Amin.

Sesungguhnya, pemergian mu telah membawa keinsafan dan kesedaran terhadap kami semua...

Amin 'Ya Rabbal 'Ala min

And to all my Muslim friends.....

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa...

In English (Happy Fasting!!)