Heart-Pouring session @ Lower Seletar on 29 Mar

I have to admit that Life isn't as always as easy or wonderful.

Thus, during those down times of lives,

A LISTENING EAR

would be the greatest remedy....

Heart-pouring session..

Laughing-laughing..

Cam-whoring..

Home-cooked special macaroni by Azzy just for Lyy!!!

Makan-makan..

Star-gazing..

And Whenever the world turns behind my back, Z will always be the first to give me those remedies =) ILY hunnnz!!!

Cam-whoring is a must must!

And tomorrow.. Will be meeting up Loveliest W36M bunch! I can't wait to meet you guys ('',)

toodles, LIYANA =)

Random One

I miss sitting at the wavebreaker by the beach..

Listen to the waves,
Smelling-smelling the sea

&&

Star-gazing at night...



P.S: Any kind soul to bring me there?? hurhur :P

Loveliest HAALF

*HAALF -- Haniz, Azzy, Aeisha'B, Lyy, Farah*

Haniz and Aeisha'B not in picture.


Yesterday, met up with my dearest HAALFs.... Finally, after all those moments of hysterics, I found my laughter again... =)

Im proud to say that I'm walking without the help of any crutches now.. And first thing first!! Met up with my loveliest bunch of people!! I had my fair share of laughter and more laughter. That will always happen, whenever these two buddies are around. I guess they will crack my butt even more when school reopens... Because.......... Both of them will be in the same class as me for Day 3!! Nyehh hehhh hehhh!!! I loikee!!! Confirm the double confirm, will be kecohrables... Weee!!!

That is simply why, HAALF will always be loved.. =)

Now, Azzy is having her sleepover at my crib. And I can't wait for this coming Monday.. A sleepover at Farah's crib! Woohoo!!! Can't wait for laughter and more more laughter... Sayang korang korang!!!

Loves, LIYANA =)

Contented =)

The short msg from him,

Asking about my well being...

Makes me feel contented...

Least to show that he still care for me..

Although........

P.S: Thank you sunshine =)

All Good Things Come To An End

Honestly, what will become of me?

I don't like reality

It's way too clear to me

But really life is dandy

We are what we don't see

We miss everything daydreaming

Flames to dust

Lovers to friends

Why do all good things come to an end?

P.S: I miss sunshine... =(

Letting Go

When one forsake's their own happiness for others. When one buries the tormented feelings in one self just for others. It can become a real pain when the things that you do seems inevitable to others.

In life, there will be different stages whereby you will meet and lose people at the same time.

And again, I'm speaking this of my own reality.

Letting go has always been the one thing that I can never tolerate. As much as it's hard to let go, It's also as much as taking a knife and stabbing it directly to the heart. Even though I've learnt the importance of letting go of things, people, situations and memories, I still inevitably failed to apply this at the right time.

Again, how can I ever do so when I've formed such an attachement to the people and things around me. Letting go can deeply be a painful and untolerable experience for me. Even the mere thought of not having the person in life squeezes the heart in pain. But since, the other party wanted to stop so that we can fulfil our own life's destiny, then,what more can I say??

It's scary and it's painful. Letting go of my old self and allowing it to process to the new me. Having to do this for countless times. But I believe, by leaving my old self behind,I can take a leap forward into the unknwown.

Even if it really hurts me, nothing makes me happier then seeing the other party happy. May GOD Bless you always.

Breathe. Let go. And remind yourself that this very moment is the only one you know you have for sure. -- Oprah Winfrey

Loves, LIYANA =)

Random Mr Stranger

His smile.. OMG!!!! OMG!!! Okay Okay!! Wake Up LIYANA!!!

So yeah, this was what happened..
I was in the kitchen when someone came up ringing the doorbell..
And at that period of time, it was roughly around 6.30PM.


"Who is this Chinese guy, so smart, so......... hmmmm????"
(at the same time walking towards the door, as usual, with the support of crutches)

.....................................................................................

Him: Hie Miss, I'm from Cancer Research Association (showing his pass to me). I'm here to conduct a survey on working adults on bla bla bla blaa......... And yah, Btw, I'm Firdaus..

Me: (what??? Firdaus? Wouh... Melayu rupanya...) Ouh, I'm sorry to inform you that both my parents are away for work and they have still yet to reach home...

Him: (looking down at my feet and crutches and) What happen to your leg??

Me: Ouh, silat..

Him: Si-let??? Urrmm....

Me: (pelat melayu laa dia) Ouh, silat, You know, martial arts, sparring??? Aahh, that was when I got this fractured toe.

Him: Ohhh, silat.. Yess yesss! Fractured?? OMG!! You better take care of yourself yeah? And do get well soon... So, yeah, roughly what time will your parents reach home? And can I know where do your mother work at?

Me: Around 8plus?? And my mum's working in Raffles Medical Hospital.

Him: Okays, I'll be there again around that timing. Thanks... I'll see you again.. Miss...??

Me: Liyana... (and I'm getting restless there)

Him: Yes, Miss Liyana. I'll meet you again later.. (walking off, then turned around again). Hey, do take extra care of that fractured toe of yours..

Me: Thanx, I will... =)

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Again, as promised.. He came down again nearing 9PM.

Mum and dad entertained him while I was using the lappy.

And before he went off....

He mimicked "take care Liyana"

Oh my Oh my.......

Im Smitten by......... Hurhur!!

P.S: Wells, at least Mr Stranger shows some care towards another stranger... Thanks Mr Stranger, Firdaus....

Matahariku

I swore I would never fall again. But I did.

Tertutup sudah pintu .. pintu hatiku

Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu

Kini kau pergi dari hidupku

Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati

Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi

Takada lagi cahaya suci

Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku

Kubersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku

Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku

Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukan waktu

Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati

Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi

Takada lagi cahaya suci

Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

`~Matahariku - Agnes Monica

Happy Birthday Iqa!

Happy 4th Birthday Sayang!!!!!!!

Specially just for you, Nur Shafiqah Qistina..

Hope you love that Minnie Mouse....

Nanti kite makan birthday cake k???

Love you sayang!!

And on another note,

Brother Dayat passed his TP today!!

Alhamdulillah... Praises to God!

Im happy for him... And and...

Guess what???

Daddy's gonna buy him a bike lah sey..!!!! Wah wah!!

Happy aku.. Ley tompang gembira and tompang motor sekali..

Kwang kwang kwang *evil smile*

Lovesloves, LIYANA =)

Selamat Pengantin Baru Kak Zakiah

My Cute Lil niece...

P.S: Kak Zakiah asked me to hide my crutches behind the chair.. *giggles*

"Can't be seen right,nyeh heh heh???"

The Pelamin.
The ambience.
The colours.
The food.
Everything else was perfectly splendid. I'm happy for my Cousin, Kak Zakiah.
Insyaallah, Pray for your everlasting love ALWAYS.



Then family headed to Masjid Hasanah where we had our usual agenda.
But every week, the location will always differ.
Okay, Im gonna share this video clip.
A video clip that was shown to us by Ustaz Harun.
It really made me shred into tears.
I realised even more the importance of parents love and how much we should treasure them while we still can.
Alhamdulillah, Im proud to say that I still have both of my parents here with me...

So, take a little of your time watching this video...
The boy (Aeman) really deliver this song with his whole heart and...
Im really touched by that....




For more... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LsUVUmZuOs8&NR=1

Loves, LIYANA =)

Web-cam with Dydy

Ohkays... I was online.. When I saw Dydy went online too!

First thing first, I thought that he'd reached Singapore..

Only then to find out that they were still in KL.

Great to hear that everyone's having fun out there.

Wells... I was supposed to be there..
But due to the fact that I met with a mishap,
E (dydy's fren) had to substitute for my place.
Sob sob..
Yeah I know, It's just wasn't my rezeki..

So yeah, Dydy inisisted to web-cam despite the few fails attempt.
Basket him! Showing me all his silly faces..
Nevermind Dy...
Tmr, I'll webcam with u using my lappy..
And I'll get back to u.. Hurhur!!
Don't forget to get me something kays??

Love ya....

Love, LIYANA =)

Chipsmore + Milk = Wonders

Okay okay...

Should I weep or should I smile??
Mum, Dydy, Danish, Darwisy and Stepdad off to KL & Genting

From Friday to Wednesday

Sob sob..

It's a sad thing that I can't follow them this time round..

Mum, bring me along next time round okay?

And Dydy!!! Ride that roller coaster for me k??

Have fun Lovess!!!!

And people...

When you have nothing better to do at home..

Have you guys ever tried this??

Chips More + HL Milk..

Uhhh uhh ... I tell you...

It's wonders!!!

Super wonder!

Delicious I say...!

P.S: Loose string attached.. Need I say more???

Loves, LIYANA =)

One last say

Picture says a thousands words.

I believe that one fine day,

I'll be walking with pride again.

And I'm proud to say that I'm recuperating,

with patience......

Leaving all those darks behind,

having no doubts that it shall always be stirred up deep in heart.

One last say about LOVE,

Be it work out or not,

I'll always hold on to this....

"You'll always have me and HAALF around ~ Yours, _____"

And all those tag replies here:

To Everyone!!!:

Thanx for all your care and concern and well wishess. I really appreciate those. I'm recuperating well and I can't wait to start running.LOL! Love you guys. Mwahs mwahs!! ('',)

Loves, LIYANA =)

HE knows best what I'm going through now

''Whatever happens, bad or good. Allah is giving us a great TEST. Whether we love it or not, it is call a TEST. The strong will get better rewards, treats or replacement. Be it material, people or mentally. But if we CHOOSE to be weak and follow our emotions, we will not gain anything including our BEAUTIFUL FUTURE, that awaits us. Have faith in HIM and believe in yourself. HE will show you what HE promised. Allah is great. He will not abandon those who have patience in his TEST. Take care''

Sincerely by: Serldee Noknek a.k.a Adlee to Me =)

And again.. I'm putting all those bad feelings aside.

Be optimistic Liyana..

Everything do happens for a reason.....

The only aim for now..

"Speedy recovery and to stand on my two feets again"

To each and everyone of my peepz out there who has constantly showers me with your care, concern and everything, thank you so much.

I really appreciate those.

Pray for my speedy recovery 'cause I can't wait to get started kicking again =)

LovesLoves, LIYANA =)

period

It just tires me out.

And it's really hurting me.

Picking up myself again,

whenever those tears rolls down the cheeks.

Just too sad thinking about those.

I'm too sad to say anything.

Period.

P.S: I'll be uncontactable through HP for sometime.

Hurts, LIYANA

sad sad sad

A glimpse of my fractured middle toe taken right after the friendly match.

I swear putting my foot on the groud or even walking was painful and that resulted to no walking.

And thnx to the Selatra ladies and those who helped me out..

Especially to Nina, who carried me on her back.

Sungguh terharu....

I Appreciate it lots people..

Sayang kamu semua... =)

Daddy fetched me from school and send me straight to TTSH A&E.

Right after the X-Ray were taken, met the doctor.

I have to admit that I brokedown right in front of him when he showed me the X-Ray Film of my fractured toe.

He says that I will roughly take 3 months to recover and will have to be on crutches.

I brokedown even more, not bothering about the crowds.

Some friends even called when the tears were roling down the cheeks. Thanx people for the care and concern....

And Transcripts below...

It's sad thinking that I can't participate in the Seni category for TSC this year.

Playing Ganda with Fiiez, was what I really really badly want to achieve for this year's Competition.

Thinking about PPP Encore, it made me even heartbroken.

I'm sorry guys.....

I'm sorry Selatra and

I'm sorry Pentas Karyawan...

I'm sorry everyone........

It's a saddening fact... and I'm truly sad... Sad sad sad...

No more words to express how sad am I....

Tears rolling, LIYANA =(

All the best to me.....

Met up with dearest Allissa.

A friend of mine back then in ITE.

Reminising those days when we went Hong Kong together..

I truly had an enjoyable time @ HK with her and the rest of the mates...

So, met her up at,

8.50AM, Dover MRT Station.

Apparently, she's accepted in SP,

And I'm truly happy for her =)

Accompanied her and stuffs for her enrolment.

Then headed to Plaza Singapura.

We had breakfast @ Burger King,

chit chatted and stuffs.

I truly miss her loads......

& I really am looking forward to meet her again this Sunday. Wee!!

And okay...

Im getting paranoid here...

It's just me I guess...

Friendly match tomorrow.. &&

Serious shit....

Im so damn nervous here!!

*Breathe in breathe out*

Forget about the injured legs and...

Just give your best shot tomorrow!

I know I can do it =)

Right people??

Laser Quest & Bowling with Selatrans!

Grabbed those pics from Feroz. Heehs!

Too lazy to edit those pictures,

And let those pictures do the talking aites?

But nonetheless, Laser-questing and bowling

was deeply loved with dearest Selatrans!

Despite the long walkover here and there,

it was a great whole day spent in Bukit Gombak!

Not forgetting the gerls masak maggie at Raihan's house

while the guys, playing UNO.

Very the touching gitu kan?

And also,

I terserempak with ibu and ayah at Bukit Gombak MRT.

Not literally my blood parents,

but already treated as one.

At first, I saw Ayah outside Q&M Dental's clinic,

waiting for ibu to finish work.

Then, ayah asked me to go inside the dental

and initiated me to surprise Ibu while he calls Ibu whose in the room.

Ayah: Nurul, tengok ni sape datang nak surprisekan Nurul.

Ibu: Sape tuh? (me hiding in the corner and jumped out to surprise her)

Ibu: Eyy!! Yana!!

Ibu gave me one tight and lasting hug

that nearly made me shred some tears.

That was how much I missed Ibu....

And Ibu reminded me again and again

to visit her whenever I'm free...

Insyaallah I will Ibu =)

And boyfriend texted me today,

saying that he was unwell..

Went to the docs and found out

that he was in the early stage of P_______.

Subhanallah...

Please get well soon sweetheart...

Don't forget to eat your meds kays??

ILY and IMY........

Loves, LIYANA =)

ILY Mom!

Went over to Mom's house for two days straight.
She fed me (like literally feeding a small kid food, YES, she did that to me)
and I've never felt any more happier than that. *smiles*


We talked and we shared our problems.
Mom is lovely and
I have to admit that, she's the best person in the world.


Ultimately, I believe that Mom will always be the one that I love,
no matter what people says or do.
and I'll always be waiting for that day,
when we can be together again like we used to....

Iloveyouandimissyoumom!!!

Toodles, LIYANA =)

I can't sleep... =(

I tried so hard but to no vain.
Errrghhhh!!!!!
Insomnia is really killing me now.... =(

Any sleeping remedy anyone?????????

P.S: Ryan!!! You are deeply missed by me tau!! =)

P.S 2:..... Good news to whoever who has been pestering me to sign up for Facebook, I'm in it. Hurhur! What an achievement! But, it's still in the process laa.. Klaaa....

Toodles, LIYANA =)