Currently listening to & on repeat mode:

Sebelum Cahaya - LETTO

P.S: I'm totally absurb in love with the song :P

Fact 1: Cramping the brain with all the facts on BioChemistry for tomorrow's UT. Ouhh man.. I'm dying, I'm dying, I'm dying... Please save me!!

Fact 2: Facebook quizz-ing is loved. Totally addictive. Totally loved. But... Atiqah had to spot me doing that during class. Perangai kentot abes.. LOL =)

Fact 3: My student, Muhd Harith Syafiq had two kitty.. Aww!! Cutie cutie sey.. It's called "GOTHIC" and "MARLET". Gothic totally reminds me of McKay.. Except for that Gothic is exceptionally smaller than McKay. And both Gothic and Marlet were actually happily playing with my bag when I was busy tutoring.. Cute or wad?? Okok.... I shall take a pic of the two kitties on my next tutoring.. And and.... I miss McKay... That picture below shows.. A candid pic captured when McKay wanted to kiss me.. Cute cute???

Fact 4: Liyana is HOME ALONE!! Borring nyer.. Dad, mum and Iqa out to JB. JB again? Haiyo.. Bro Capek out working. Bro Buntal out to school. Bro Dydy?? I dunnoe.. MIA. So, that's it. I'm freaking alone now =(

Fact 5: Chocolate and junkies are running low. Bro Capek even threatened to finish up all my snacks if I don't bother to eat them up. DARN U! Try doing that and I'm gonna strangle you seyy!!! Isshhh! Bolehh buat marah tauu...

Fact 6: Sms-ed Dad to replenish my chocolate stocks.. =) Dad says... "OK"... I loike!!

Fact 7: What were the weakness that you discovered about yourself today - Today's RJ question. Weakness?? Grr.. How can I even spot my own weaknesses?? Let alone mistakes?? Right??

Fact 8: Ustaz will be away for three weeks for coaching Umrah. So that means, there won't be any Majlis Ilmu for 3 weeks. So again that means.. 3 weeks I won't be meeting Mama (bf's mum)? Hmm... Then, this also means.. I'm going to miss her cooking..

Fact 9: I'm happily crunching NIPS chocolate now.. =)

Fact 10: Lab session for Microbiology tomorrow. So that means..... *jeng jeng jeng*

Cam-whoring session again.. Perangai kentot lagi!!

Fact 11: Daniel Amorei Birthday today and Fiiez Birthday last two day. Happy Birthday Darlingss.. And I managed to get a pic of them both. Ouh.. What a nice combo..

Fact 12: I'm missing my Mr LOVE... Alotss!! And really alotss...

-Hokays bubye. I'm tired!! 12 facts for now-

I love the way you love me

I love the way I can talk to you

And say what's on my mind

I never have to look away

Or keep a thing inside

Tears fill my eyes when you're not around

Or when you just don't care

But I know in my heart you will do what's right

For me, you will always dare

Material things will never matter

As long as I have you

You make every day that passes

So much easier to get through

My worries disappear when you're around

No thoughts of pain or doubt

I feel your love when you hold me close

And kiss me if I pout

I don't care what they are talking about

All I care for is you

I'll do anything to show you my love

If that's what I have to do

I love you for everything that you are

Not what you promise to be

I know you can't see why or how

But.... You're the most important thing to me

For nothing else matter as long as I’m with you…

Babysitting Iqa today.. That's the why for the home early... And this was what happened.. Cam-whoring using my webcam.. LOL!! My one and only niece.. Cute laaa sey!

Andand.. Chemistry UT was A-Okay.. I can do it. Alhamdulillah. Tomorrow pulak, Recombinant DNA UT. Okay!! That's my favourite.. Weehoo!!

And all these was practically out of boredom and curiousity... Aku suke Facebook :-P

P.S to the BF: See, didn't I told you that I was madly in love with you?? Even the quiz says so.. *kening naik naik*

And bayyyybehhhh....

-UT revision on the way. GOODNIGHT World!-

Hohkays.. I shall take back my words. I'm just contented. Bf gave a surprised call and he came over for dinner at my home today. I love it =) Such a waste that u don't eat pengat pisang. Next time I cook that, you watch I eat only hokays? *giggles*


And the day was ended with riddles from him which he got it from his friend..

"Banyak2 'mee', 'mee' aper hitam?"
"Banyak2 binatang, binatang ape yang jual kuih?"

Sape pandai, try jawab k???

-You'll always be the reason for the smile in my face-

Passing through the phases of life. Contentment and disapointment. Sometimes, I just wished that neither all of these was a regret to me. Learning and applying it. It's totally two different things. Wonder.. Do you even feel what I feel? I know, I couldn't just possibly have it all. I'm clueless. I just wished that I could be the best for you. But again, I know that I can never be better for you. I'm dumb strucked yet again. I've done my best and I gave my best. Just appreciate it. Fullstop.

Can someone please teach me how to smile again???

"I just wished that you could have understood me better when I know at times it was me who started it all along..It's just that..I wanted the best! That's all.....I'm sorry"

P.S: I'll be on a hiatus for sometime. Readjusting everything and I'll be uncontactable through HP. Don't even bother to find me k? You'll know how to find me if you really need me to.

-Chalo beteh-

"Patience character"

You once told me that no matter what hardship, we will go through it together. Vividly and still clear, those words still lingers in my mind. I know it wasn't easy for you to accept the problem that you are going through now. It hurts. Yess I know. But it hurts me more seeing you being hurt. Hang on there please?

Be PATIENT. 'Cause patience is virtue.

And I give you my word.

"I will always be there for you. Through ups and downs, I'm sure we will go through this together."

-Love,Lyy-

MCG Welcome TEH was laughters all the way. Thank you all for coming and congratz to all the committee members =)

And on Friday, terserlah lah ke-begoknya aku. This is what happens when you forget to check your webmail. It was the first Lab session for Microbiology and yesss! I forgot to bring lab coat. Lucky, thnx to Moon! She troubled herself just to bring a lab coat for me. Sayang kamu many2 Moon!!!

Preparing of LB agar, pour plate and spread plate method. So the borr-ing.. I dunnoe how many times I've did that during my ITE years and attachment to A*STAR, Biopolis. Haha! When faci was out of sight, this was what happens to us.... *chuckles*

"Satu-satu perangai sey! Dalaa buat lab dengan sandal. Perangai kentot abes.."

-Klaa.. GTG. BYE-

Aku baru nak post.. Baru nak ckp ni....

I hope that this time round I don't have to handle any more of this ANONYMOUS, PASSERBY and U Dun Wanna Know thingy. It's not scary but it'sjust a lil irritating. Again, perhaps this bunchie of people or sotongs have yet to understand the fact on ....

"My blog, My say. Kalau tak suke, berambos"

Paham? Understand? Understooded??

Like hello people, this passerby and anonymous thingy is so outdated laa. Have an issue with me, PLEASE enter your name with the freaking "CAPS LOCK"on. That might sounds better and perhaps too, your doubts could be answered.But do take note, your concerns are my least and the very least concern.

Paham?? Bagos!

And now.. Another sotong on the way. Grrrrrr! Pandai betol kau carik aku..Hmmmph! Whatever laa ehk...

-Keep on tagging sotongs! Chalo beteh!-

Welcome TEH today exclusive for MCG members. Be sure to be there in your Earthly colours outfit.. Ape lagi? Jangan tak datang, datang tau..

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And here's to the Part 2 of Farahehh Birthday.. Which took place during our first meeting just now...

Dearest HAALF in the house...

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Ohh... And On a heavier note. Samsung F480 is giving me hard time. It's irritating. Hokays? Get it? Still don't get it?? It simply means that ...

"HP ku mintak kene campak dalam longkang. PAHAM?"

And today itself.. I've been bumping into the cuttie hottie guy .. The guy whose my classmate for every Microbiology class. Ouh wells, it was Farah who gave him that name and ever since the day I went into class with Nursing uniform for PPP Encore, he has been calling me a "Nurse". Nyeh hehh hehh... Farah jgn jealous ehk :P

And.. today's problem is all on PRIMERS. So dry.. That's the reason for the post at this timing. And and.... I miss my MR RON!!! =(

-Back to PPT. GOODBYE-

Happy 21st Birthday Farahehh =)

Yeah, the three of us met up for a lil chit chatting session plus a surprise birthday for Farah. We went lepakking at Esplanade... And I knew it.. She'd smell the rats too soon.. Nyehh nyehh nyehh :P

Red or pink. That's the theme colour for that day. And the camera did a lot of takings today. I love it =)

Hugss for the birthday girl.. Plus some "belo" faces on the way..

And the day ended with smiles and non-stop laughing.. Next trip up.. Chocolate Italian Cake with Ice cream.. TBC.. Any takers?? Haha!!! I know Farah won't be able to resist that... :P

-UT revision on the way. Goodnight World-

It's been 3 solid weeks and I still have yet to recover from cough, sorethroat and flu. This month alone, I have been seeing the docs for 3 times and each visit nearnig cost me to $20 bucks. Like for real, kocek aku dah nak berlobang sey. *grrrrr*

Today's visit, 2 bottles of cough syrup, plus one set of full course antibiotics, plus lozenges, plus paracetemol and flu pills. Damn. I'm seriously gonna hate this 'cause it's just me.. Not to eat the medicines unless being forced to. Hissssh!!

And those splitting headaches is driving me nuts again. GOODBYE people.

I'm sorry....

The Chocolate Italian cake at "Spaghetti Too, IMM" was very the yummy. Waduhh... Tak cukup lau dimakan sekali.. Mcm nak lagi seyy.. Tapi... Bf ckp..

"Makan sekali tak cukup, tapi lau makan dua kali, mesti muak..."

And... In conjunction of our anni.... Bf got a full set of aroma therapy with strawberry oil just to be placed in my room. How lovely. How can I express... That... It was his simple thoughts and gifts that touches my heart even more.

The room was all sweet smelling all night and I prayed that the ants won't come biting me when in lala land... *chuckles*

And Mama invited me to her adik's kenduri @ CCK yesterday... Atok, Nenek & Uncle (bf's side) was all extremely nice.. I love them =)

And on another note, Baba has been extremely caring for Bf.. Which I dunnoe why and I wonder why.. In an event... Baba even asked me to pass the passport form to Bf.. To be filled in immediately so that Bf can follow us to JB every Friday night after Majlis Ilmu @ Darussalam with Bf family.. How sweet is that??? *giggles*

And.... PP Scope finally accepted. Alhamdulillah..Thank you Mummy, BF, Farah and Uncle for your help =)

Bf brought me to Mad Jack Cafe for dinner. Nice food and ambience. Fantastic! I love it. Then we went lepaking at "Gelombang Henderson". Ribut I say.. Punyelaa ramai orang.. Haha! Almaklomlah, Saturday lah katekan. While sitting, Bf suddenly craves for an ice-cream. He wanted to have one at Swensen's Changi or the one that's near the town area. I say tak payah sudah.. We'll go there other time jelaa. So, in the end, we had Ben & Jerry @ ESSO.

"Kewl or wad?? Duduk makan ice cream tepi jalan? OK kan..?"

Ahh... Ni interesting...

When kite da sampai kat bawah blok ku, tak tau laah kenape.... Aku punye miang, voice out lah nak try bawak motor dia. LOL!! And Rase rase, ade dalam 2 tahun ku tak bawak motor ni.

So ape lagi.... Aku punye macam paham.. Cube laa untuk start engine.. Bf dah pesan jangan tengok bawah, jangan nervous, lepaskan clutch pelan2.. So, Bile dah masuk Gear 1, bergerak kan motor tuh? Ape lagi?? Nervous laa sey aku.. Sekali..... terlepas clutch pulak! Ape lagi?? Stalled laa motor dia. Hahaha!!

Then I told him...

"Oklahh u.. Setakat disini jelah practical I for today... *giggles*"

Hahaha!! Aku nyer lesen motor yang blom lagi tercapai rasenye boleh buat simpan dalam musuem jelaa..

-Klah, katil pon dah memanggil nie. BYE-

clueless...

I dunnoe what to feel.

I dunnoe what to say.

I dunnoe why and

I still dunnoe why...

The X-Ray shows that the fractured toe is healing at a very slow pace. I was given approximately another 2 more months for the full recover of my toe. WTH???!

"No running or any vigorous exercise for these two months - as per told by doc"

I can't stand this no more. It's such a pain to the heart thinking that getting back on the grounds of martial arts was still a long way to go. I really hate this part right now.

And bf.. Thank you for sacrificing your half-day work just to fetch me from school and send me to the hospital. Appreciate that lots baby

~*It's just too tiring thinking about silat.. Bye! ~*

Lyy.Farah.Aeisha'B

P.S: Someone literally spotted the "hidung kembang"!! Ouhh man......

Hokays, and I just committed a crime. Like literally clicking the right button and save these pics and merely post it in my blog.

"Lame sgt nak tunggu gambar dari Farah... Ampunkan patik.. Harap jangan marah ehk.. :P"

Naturally, I'm beginning to accept the fact that I was just a stop and hi-bye thingy. Mummy told me to gradually let those feelings loose and don't let that bother me too much. I did as per told and I just hope that I was wrong.

I was at bf's home again today.. And Mama questioned me this before I go off..

"Jumaat ni datang rumah untuk pegi blaja kat masjid lagi tak?"

Heehs.. Bf was smiling away.. Hohkays! I think I got what he meant.. The amber light is slowly changing to green light.. *chuckles*

And.. I'm praying that the X-Ray that I'm going to do tomorrow shows that the fratured toe is healing well.... So that, I can get a faster head start on silat.... Hmm.....

-and the bed is calling calling.. BYE!-

Contented =)

And I'm contented... I just wanna smile and smile and smile...

Cause... Life is just too short too be sad.. Am I right??

P.S: Smile at me and I'll double my smile at you =)

You'll always be the reason for the smile in my face bf..

Dedication to both my Mum...

Umi and Ibu respectively...
Happy Mother's Day..

I think it's still not too late for the wishes rite?? Again.. I wanna tell you both how much you mean to me and how much I love you mum...

You were there when I cry.. You were there when I smile.. You were there when Im sick.. You were there every single time by my side..

You are my mum, but you are also my bestfriend.. Without you, I would be a no one in this world..

ILY mum!! Not forgetting to Mama (Bf's mum).. Happy Mother's Day... And thank you for the spaghetti Mama.. It was nice and I love it =)

*Blowss the dust off*

Hectic schedule up the calendar and that explains the reason why this blog seems not up to date.... All I can say now is that... Life is much more meaningful now.. *smiless wide wide* Nyehh hehh hehh =)

So yeah... Bf and I have decided... Every Friday will be our meet up for Majlis Ilmu at Masjid Darussalam together with his family.. And Sunday will be as usual, Majlis Ilmu at Masjid Assyakirin together with my family.. And we both agrees that.. It's much more meaningful to spent our time together that way =) Which I really find peace at the end of the day..

And and..... sick Liyana coming the way.. I've been having coughing, sorethroat and cold for the past few days... The doc says that it's the tonsils that's reacting again and the temperature seems to be fluctuating up and down again and again. Despite that, Bf mother's was kind enough to feed me cough syrup last night when she saw that I have been coughing since I dunnoe when.. geee!! Shy me...

And.....Remembering of my last weekend together with bf... We reached just in time to capture those beautiful moments of sunset by the Upper Seletar resevoir. I swear, the view was magnificent and the atmosphere was radiant . And it was lucky me, remembering that my Canon Ixus was still residing in my bag, so....the camera did some snapshots. =)

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And looking at my past(ssss) weekends.. It's surprising that I have actually danced through the whole of Singapore. Not literally danced but riding through those places on his greeny KR... We've been.....

To Henderson Waves,

To Labrador Park,

To Hortpark,

To Dempsey Hill,

To East Coast Park,

To West Coast Park,

To Marina Barrage,

To Tanjung Rhu by the Singapore River,

To Movie marathon..

... and my latest newest HOTSPOT addiction.... !!!!!!
The Keppel Bay.. I swear it's a lovely place to hang out and chill... Especially to those people who needs a timeout from the world, Keppel Bay would be the greatest remedy... It's night view is almost the same as Henderson Waves except for that, there's an open sea and lots of yatchs to accompany it...






And....Now.. Remembering about my meet-ups with bf's family.. As stated, kak Ngah (bf's sis) wanted to meet me..So, we had dinner at Secret Recipe on the 5th of May...Together with mama and Kak Long..

"pecah perut aku.. Asek ketawa jer bile dgn Kak Long & kak Ngah" *chuckles*

Guess... That would be all for now... And off to meet Bf soon... Toodless!!

Now that I have you, I won't ever let you go....

Alhamdullilah...

Alhamdulillah.... PPP Encore 2008 went well.. With all those intensive trainings that we went through, I believed that our hard work was paid off... Despite my very first virgin attempt in the area of stage drama, I feel proud of myself.. Indulging myself in a new scope apart from silat.

But first of all, I have to thank the PK-ians for giving me this chance to explore myself to a new challenge. Despite the incidence where I fractured my toe 2 months ago, I still plucked up the courage to come down for training.. And I still believe that, it was all worth while...

Walaupon berkali-kali aku kene tegur dengan Tuan Director untuk project my voice, aku tetap masih bersemangat untuk memperjuangkan seni... Cheyy cheyy cheyy!! MP!! *giggles*

To all the cast and crews.. I really love working with you guys... Now that there ain't anymore intensive training, I will absolutely feel lost this coming week )=

And now... Let the pics do the talking k????? For more pics, just come to me... I'll be at your honour to sending-sending the pics to you all.... =)

Before the show.....

Venue: Backstage

After the show..... Thanks to all who came... Your presence and support were all deeply appreciated by us...

And.. This is my mummy... Mummy was rather proud of me.. Repeatingly telling me that she's glad that at least her passion and love for drama, acting actually do "runs" in my blood... Nyehh hehh heehhh!! Thanks for coming down... ILY mum!!!

Truthfully and honestly... PPP Encore was such a great new experience for me..... I'm so going to miss this.........

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And after the show.. Baby fetched me from school.. Obviously, he was extremely shocked and almost cant recognise me with the make-ups on.. Haha!! I was stared for a long time without even a blink of eye.. So, later on we had dinner at my home and headed to Tanjung Rhu.. Sitting by the bricks of Singapore River, enjoying the atmosphere with stars and moon as our company... And I swear!!!!

As I was staring at the sky.... I saw a SHOOTING STAR!!!! Right exactly at 0130hours.. Green-green in colour..

Betape gembiranya aku hanya TUHAN ajer yang tahu...

I dunnoe how fairytale it is.. But I did make a wish =) And it was 2.15AM when we realised that we have been sitting there for hours..

And in the meantime.. Faizal Afro called me.. Hahahaah!!!!! Mintak maaf punya mintak maaf pasal dia tak dapat datang for the show.. Takpe bro, like what u've promised... U OWE me a lunch date... hahahahahaha!!!!

And the day was ended with double the triple of smiless in my face..... =)

To once who was my sunshine...

Thank you for coming down. That msg from you before the show did gave me some strength. Even though it's all in the past, you troubled all your way just to support me. I appreciate that. Thank you ex-sunshine...