Ouuhh Yeess I am!! If you guys can see.. Im so so fascinated by the author STEPHENIE MEYER! Her books are just simply lovely and I swear that I can spent the entire night reading it... Okay okay!! "Twilight'' is done..

And so now... Im up to the second book.. "New Moon".. She brought out the characters so well.. That I fell completely in lurveeee with Edward Cullen!! Ooouhh Gossshhh!!! Im crazy, NO! Fascinated, NO!! Obssessed, YEESSS!!!! Im so so obssessed with him... Wahahahah!! Only the other two friends of mine would know how obssessed I am with Edward!! *chuckles*

New Moon is on its way.. Well well... Take my time.. 'Cause there's still two more books to go.. "Eclipse" and "Breaking Dawn"... Waahahahaha!!

Im so so excited about the "TWILIGHT" movie that's gonna be up soon in Dec.. WeeEEeeeE!!!

Im so touched!!

I love you Aztina Bte Selamat!!

I got this pic and quotes from H.A.A.L.F's blog... Aww.. So sweet rite??? I simply love my HAALF!!!! Aneways, below are the quotes that were specially dedicated for me......

Dearest Lyy,

You were one of the awesome things that have happened in my life so far..

Our W36M days, first duo Melacca trip, fridays' night hangouts at your place, our meet-ups with Umi...

Seriously, it have been a long time since I became to 'addicted' to a girlfren's mom eversince sec sch.

Those were priceless and nothing can replace neither those memories nor you!

Aneways.. Introducing to u again my beloved HAALF!!!!

H: Haniz

A: Azzy

A: Aeisha'B

L: Lyy

F: Farah

Till we meet again... Take care babes!!

Reflections training schedule

So yeah... Reflections training schedule are up... Hmm Hmm.... I so cant wait to get over done with this ('',)

And... Im back...

And yes...Like finally Im back... Happening!!! The trip to kampung was happening and all.. But due to the fact that there was a drastic change in the climate, my whole body couldnt possibly adapt to its sudden change.. Currently, the stomach flu and sorethroat strikes again and I find it wonders or miracle I shall say for me to ever fully recover back again..

However, despite all that complain and all.. The trip to Sagil, Gunung Ledang was spectacular! It's waterfall was way way cooler than I ever thought.. And the best part... When daddy said this..

Daddy: Dia da panggil.. Tu pasal baba kene pegi sane..
Me: Sape yang da panggil??
Daddy: Alaaa...Puteri gunung ledang...
Me: wah wah.. *roll my eyes* (boleh tahan jugak ehk bpk aku nie! haha)

So yeah, we spent almost the entire day there.. When grandmother nearly fainted later on at night due to the hot wheather over there in Sagil.. Poor grandmother.. Apart from that incident, my lil niece sure loves to entertain me and bros...

She willingly volunteer herself to seat at the back of the car.. Reason being, she wanted to play roller coaster with us at the back.. Once daddy drives to the left, and there she goes, pushing her body to right and screams at the top of her lungs.. [Noti2 lil monster you] hahahaha!!

So yeah...As I was saying.. *clears throat*

The sorethroat strikes again.. And this time round, Maltesers or Giotto is a sure NO NO thing for me.. Dammit!!

And.. It was the worst day ever yesterday.. Worst still.. But it was okay after all.. What am I blabbering here??

*Knocks on my head*

Haha!! Besides the fact that some people were mainly, purely trying to put on googy-goody face... Senyum pun mcm tknk senyum.. I don't think these people can ever entertain or bother me for just one plain night.. I don't care whatever you wanna say about me or my family, but due to the plain fact that we owned something new, I don't think that would hinder you from becoming what you are...

Tak usahlah bermuka-muka.. Tak suke, angkat kaki jalan jelaa!

And I ponder...

Masih ada lagi ehk manusia mcm gini di dunia ini..??

And my dissapearance has caught deardear's attention.. As soon as I on my HP, one after another deardear's msgs flooded my phone.. Geeezz!!! How freaking goood it is to have your love ones 24/7 in attention for you.. *chuckles* Okay okay... We'll meet up one of the weekends kays??

Apart from that.... Sayangku is in hospital.. Was admitted to A&E due to some damages that strikes him.. Eyy eeyyy!! Don't think otherwise... Im talking about my lappy here... The loose LCD screen, short life span battery and the BLUESCREEN strikes again which makes it so hard for me to step in HP and sent the lappy for treatment... I guess, I'll be able to get my lappy back by Wednesday... Hopefully..

So yeah...

Next... Im gonna have my REFLECTIONS 08 training... So I better get a kick off to start packing my things for later... oooh yaa!!! Though Im having my 1 week school holidays now.. Wait wait!! 1 week only.. Oh my freaking gawd!! How pathetic can that be?? I dont think there's ever a word ''HOLIDAY'' in my dictionary.. Almost everyday, Im down with REFLECTIONS 08 training and that pulls me off from any plans I have with GFF...

Till Im back....

And I wonder again...

Will there be another day for me tomorrow???

Aneways... I'll be on hiatus for some time.. Till Im back again...

Movie anyone??

So yeah.. It is just my luck day....... And I won myself a pair of movie vouchers... Any takers?? haha!!!

Will there be a day for tomorrow???

And Im wondering.....

Will there ever be a day for tomorrow????

Summary of my weekends

Wahh...Just too much to type... Will pics do??? Hopefully (:

First and foremost... Invitation to Swissotel the Stamford by Jamiyah...

sis angel with me and ibu...

the gerls...

the Darul Ma'wa volunteers...
and the feast that was served to us.. I sure enjoyed the meals (:

A snapshot with Francesca Peter..

And last of all... A snapshot with Aliff aziz..

Later that night was an unplanned fishing trip to Changi with Kakak family and Busu's family.. (:

Ooo yaa... reason being there wasn't too much pics during fishing coz I fell soundfully asleep on the amok.. Hehe!!!

So yaa...That's all folks (:

Dare testing my patience and see what you'll get!

Ohh and yes... Just some people are trying to wreck my nerves.. Seriously, you think talking in Chinese and gossiping about us makes me like look "gundu" or "dumdum" arh?? I understand every secret that you people are talking about but just that I am so lazy to entertain your craps!!

Test my patience limits and you'll see what you'll get from me!! Damn you asshole!

I want Edward Cullen can???

Im soooOO soOoooO in Love with Twilight!!!!!

Still readin' the book... Movie yet to be published on 21st November.. Let's go watch TWILIGHT together kays Mira & Wati???

Not forgetting to thanx Lisa for the book ('',)

And I love Edward Cullen a.k.a Robert Pattinson!!! Bwekss to Wati!!!! I got him first!! Wahaha!!!

And and.. Aneways, A very happy birthday to Koko!!! Fuhh!! I bet yesterday's silat training cum bdae sabo to Umar & Koko was splendid!!! I love it...

But too bad... My whole body is aching now.. ):

I want maltesers can???

And that MALTESERS wrapper lay down by the pathway made me crave for a pac of MALTESERS!!

Dammit!!!

I want maltesers!! Can anyone spare me one?? Wahahahaha!!!!

Aneways... Happy Birthday to Umar and advance Happy birthday to Koko!!!

Lucky im in love with my bestfriend (:

Do you hear me,

I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreamsI feel your whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes

Waiting for a love like this

Every time we say goodbye

I wish we had one more kissI'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music, fell the airI'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees

Move so pretty you're all I see

As the world keeps spinning round

You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

Selatrans Hari raya outing!

Selatrans lurvess Hari raya Outing on 11 Oct 08..

Basically the only year 1's dat turned up was me and Farhan.

Year 2's: Moon, Dan, Amanda, Fir

Year 3's: Suhafana, Raihan, Nina, Koko, Umar, Feroz, Huda

So yeah, That's all we had for that particular day....

And the very first house was to Moon's Crib!! Super nice laa... I love her house!!

Then off to Raihan's crib at Bukit Gombak...

Ah yess, It's us again while waiting for Loqman to go and drive the lorry from the carpark..

Dearest Moon & me.. And she kept saying that she loves my white kebaye *winks*

Me & Koko.. hurhur!!!

And this is the lorry that the Selatran's rent.. Fuhh!! That gear was giving us hard time but we surely enjoyed the lorry coaster ride!!! WooOohOOoo!!

Loqman was the driver and practically, the three of us were enjoying the lorry coaster ride despite the "harprak gear"!!!

Last house for me to Farahdilla's aka Farafilli crib.. *grins* As I had to meet up with my parents after that..

So yeah.. That's all I have for the Selatrans Hari raya outing..

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After the meeting up with mum and dad, another shocking news shaked me.. They said a 5-room flat opposite our block was on fire. Fuuhh!! It was very bad but lucky there weren't anyone.. And we managed to video-clipped the incident..

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And and and... Aneways, regarding to my previous post, try not to scrutinise the post too much..

As paradox as it my seems : "Just ignore it!"

And to ask if Im doing fine?? Yes, practically, I am doing all fine. Just that, I am mutually healing the pains and hurts in my heart. To whomever whose reading this post, life is so fragile. And life is too short for us to cry over a spilt milk. Everyone do sure have their ups and downs or shits I may say, but it's all a matter of fact on how they handle it or pour it to.

Though I admit that I have my GFF in my heart, I still feel that it's just so impossible for me pour everything out to them or in this lovely blog of mine.. Nak mampos aku pour out everything in this blog?? Nanti, unauthorised users or uninvited readers ade jek nak bagi comments or stalk aku!! Wahh!! Cialat laaaaa!!

And aneways, special thanx to this "blogpatrol". With this, I'm able to track down any users who logged in to this page.. Of course I need this!! 'Cause recently, just some idiotic morons has tried spamming my tagboard with sickening words! Dah sah takde life!! So yeah, thanx again to this blogpatrol!! I love it.. WooOohOOoooOo!!!

Last and all... Special thanks to dearie Azzy and Syazwani for coming to my house yesterday night.. Appreciate it thou!! (:

As from what it may seems, Im totally and deeply hurt.

Apparently, one after another, these things have just been bothering me.

I admit I ain't contented with what I have.

All due to the past that have been bothering me.

At times, I wonder to whom I must listen to.

Well.. Apparently, M told me stuffs about D, while D on the other hand told another things about M to me.

How complicated can that be?

Im forced to listen to D despite knowing that it's wrong.

The truth can never be unfold.

And..On my side, Im trying as hard as I can to solve this mess.

At times, I just wished that I could run away from these people.

Though I know that D loves me as mush as M loves me, I know that I can never make D and M comes together.

Worst still, when N came into the picture.

Trying to even brainwash me and emphasising that M is a bad person when M is not.

Though Both D and M are equally important and loved by me,

Still, I am forced not to acknowledge M.

How bad and complicated can that be??

Im clueless still myself.

And I wonder what it takes to be a good person?

One by one, they left.

First, it was K who left.

Then it was G.

LAter on, it was D.

And Im wondering again....

Will I be the next person to leave??

Coz....

Im determined...

Im determined that when I leave,

I'll be far away from all you people.

Far far away from everyone..

And that will only happen,

when I can't stand it no more!

And my darlz sure just made my day today.... It's great to have your love ones constantly showers you with love... I love her!!!!

And yesterday... The dinner at Swensen's was a pleasant thing... I love it!!! WooOHoooOOooo!!!

I know I can never understand this.
Im lost!! Im INTANGIBLY lost!!
WT*&&%&^ !!!!

Live like hell or heaven??
At times, I wonder what life am I going through now.

I know that I can never forgive the past.. Nor the present.
Am I being evil?
NooOOooooOO!!!
I don't think so!!
I've had hell enough of all this crap eversince I was young!!!

To hell with you people who has been constantly trying to destroy my life!!!
I can never forgive you!!

Welll.....
His post and msgs pierced my heart.
Though I admit that he was right, but I still think it's just not right to say that??
Damn!!!! What rubbish am I uttering now??

I agree with him. But WT&^%$U&^ !!
Here I am forcing myself to put on a smile!!
For GOD knows why, I know I can never forgive them!!

And!!!!!!!!!
If ever happens that she's going to do what she says,
even before confiding me,
And....
I swear that I will step out from that place!!

I swear I'll run far away from this bunch of nuisance people!

Well Well... This is my childhood cuzzie... We have been growing up together since young.. Played together.. Ape pon must do things together... She's related to me through the paternal side...

Ouh wellss.. This is us when we were 3 plus i guess... Obviously duhh!! I was the one holding and drinking that milk bottler... And... Guess where My cuzzie, Faizah is??She's right there beside me.. The one in pink with the curly hair...

Ahakz... Talking about hair.. I was like telling faizah...

"Eyy, dont you realise this?? Now that we are older, your hair is straight, and mine total curly!! It's the total opposite when we were in our younger days!!"

And there we were.. Siiting by the side.. Laughing our ass out.. Currently, she has just graduated from NYP..and now...her TP for car licence will be on the next month.. And Im praying that she will pass her TP... And of course, she's pestering me to take one too... Hah!! I really can't wait to enrol...

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However, I still have another childhood friend that I can say we're like super close sisters.. She's a year older than me..

Basically, this pic were taken when we were at Genting Highlands... My parents and her parents sure loves to go holidays at Genting at that time.... Awww!! I miss those days...

Her name is Lidyani and People call her Yani..

And my name is Liyana and People call me Yana...

How coincidence can that be??

Kewl rite?? Aww..I truly miss her laa... I wonder hows she doing now.. Coz, it seems that eversince her parents divorced, we didnt manage to keep in touch again... I miss Yani...

Aneways, below are some of the pics taken today... Basically, we only went out together with Busu's family.. Uda's family wasn't there coz Adli was still in hospital.. Ayah's family wasn't there too coz he were with his in laws family...

With the 2 devils!! HEHEHE!! It's always been a habit for them to bully me... Main reason: Im seated in the centre of the car and that actually gave them good good reason to bully me.. Sob sob!!!

Splendid night view of the car.. I love it!!! Wohohoho!!!

But before that, there's a whole lot story behind the lights of the car... Apparently, daddy asked all of us along to JB again on the Friday night.. The main reason to go JB is to top up minyak and wash the car.. Skali pulak, daddy saw this shop that can install the ligthings and etc to the car... Hmmmphh!!! The whole thing ended past 5AM in the morning!! Mind you!!! I was damn sleepy that me nd ibu slept at the passenger seat despite the work was going on.. Crazy sia!! Da tuh, the next day da klua jalan raya lagi... Waduh!!!

And anewAys, cute tak this lil cuzzie of mine?? Cute rite?? his dad is an African.. And his name is Bano something something... Long laa.. Cant remember laa.... HeehhhSs!!

WoohooOo!! Klaa... I gtg now.. Tmr morning my uncles and aunties are coming to my house and it'll be another long day ahead tomorrow.. So yeah.. Till then....

Peace be upon you people....

I dunnow why but I just feel like blogging again and again....

Okays... And first of all.. This is my new baby!!!! Woohooo!!! Lesen kereta blom ader tapi kereta da kluar dulu..... Fuhhh!!!! Daddy says.. "Auto car would be easier for you and furthermore, you don't have to worry about parking coz there's a built in a camera at the back..."

KK.. IN summary.. As we bought the car, leather seat was included, plus the DVD screen player at the front, new rims, white lights plus the body kits. But the body kit is yet to be installed. Hurhurhur!!!!!

I so cant wait to drive the SUZUKI SWIFT!!!!! Woohooo!!!!!

Well well well..... Daddy bought a new bag for me... I love it!!!! So nice.. My favourite colour some more... Yuhoo!!!!

**Smiling all the way**

I love you daddy!!!!!

Wait... I think I havent really officially uploaded my gracious foegiveness to my friends...

Klaa... Sempena di hari yang mulia ini, ingain ku menyusun sepuluh jari memohon ampun dan maaf atas segala kesalahan yang telah ku lakukan sepanjang hayatku... Sesungguhnya, manusia tak lepas dari kesilapan. Segala "ter" yang telah ku lakukan, Ampunkanlah dosa dosa ku... (: Raya nanti datang rumah tau... Heehhhs!!!

Kedengeran takbir di waktu hari Ramadan yang terakhir membuat ku terasa sungguh sayu.. Perginya arwah atokku dan makcikku Rosni terus melinangkan airmata tanpe henti... Sesungguhnya, ku kehilanagan orang yang tercinta di dalam hidupku.. Yana rindu dengan atok and cik nonik... )':

And plus... Kepergiannya di dalam hidupku tahun ini membuatkan ku sedar bahawa, orang yang ku sayang sedalamnya, tidak akan sentiasa berada di sisi kita...

Ku merinduimu............. Pulanglah ke pangkuan ku????

And plus.. Im all alone at home... Daddy went to fetch ibu.. Abg, dunnoe where.. Dan, out jalan raya with frenz.. Haizz... But then, called daddy just now.. Once he fetch ibu, then he'll fetch me and we'll go out together..Wee!!!

First day of raya was a blast.. But on top of that, cuz Adli was the main attraction off all.. We can only "borrow" him for 8 hours on that day... Sadly, we have to send him back to hospital by 5pm.. Praying that he will get well soon..

..My family..

...With nenek...

...The bestest Uncle's family...

Apart from that.. Guess what?? The second day of raya was splendid but tiring.. Ahakz!! Daddy decided to go JB.. So we proceeded despite the jam.. Went to Danga Bay and we had the best dinner ever.. Suke sey I dengan environment ala perampongan tuh... Reached home past 12AM... Dah makan byk, naik malas pulak nak gi skola esok harinyer.. Hahaha!! Yana yana....

Nice nice??? Nice kan?? I Loike....